Ask HN: What do you regret in life?

https://news.ycombinator.com/item?id=12835898

by personlurking • 10 years ago

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I was reading this Ask HN (https://news.ycombinator.com/item?id=1879530) from about 6 years ago and wondered what HNers regret. Not necessarily your views on the concept of regret but actual examples from your life. I mainly regret not taking university seriously half a lifetime ago, but as a result I became a lifelong self-learner.

Suggested related reading on the topic:

"In Praise of Missing Out: Psychoanalyst Adam Phillips on the Paradoxical Value of Our Unlived Lives"

https://www.brainpickings.org/2015/08/17/missing-out-adam-phillips/

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In the Ask HN link above, a guy says he opened an unread email two years late and saw it was from Facebook in 2009 wanting to hire him.

Similarly, perhaps, one of my regrets was having received an early 2014 email that I didn't open, from someone I didn't much feel the need to keep in contact with. In late 2014, I finally read it. It was an offer to be the personal guide to the US team at the World Cup in Brazil...

ithipster• 10 years ago

I regret I have wasted my childhood years.

laxentasken• 10 years ago

I was careless with earplugs at a concert (not the whole concert, just the time before the band hit the stage but it was quite loud music playing) and that may have given me tinnitus, which sucks. So take care of yours ears!

et1337• 10 years ago

Don't stress about it too much. Even people who protect their ears can end up with it, and others who don't never experience it.

Also don't stress about it because stress generally worsens the tinnitus!

jhayward• 10 years ago

I have tinnitus and have only been to one concert and a few smaller shows in my entire life. No headphone abuse, no firearms w/o hearing protection, no jet engines.

It just happens. Don't beat yourself up about it.

echolima• 10 years ago

Getting bounced out of the Air Force. I should have fought it, should have held my ground and proved I was being set up. I had a witness willing to stand behind me, but my 19 year old idiot of a self said fuck this. That was in 1983. I have a great life, but it still hits, that regret of walking away.

pc862• 10 years ago

Spending so much time on HN instead of doing things that will have an impact (and I don't mean coding).

50 years from now nobody will care about code you wrote, neat charts you made in Visio, or that you managed to get acquihired. Give your grandchildren something to care about.

du_bing4• 10 years ago

Thanks for sincerity.

AznHisoka3• 10 years ago

what things have an impact for you?

PaulRobinson2• 10 years ago

All true, but as devil's advocate: there is code out there in the wild written 50 years ago that we care about.

Banks, power plants & other utilities, satellites, etc. spring to mind, sure, but even the more mundane.

If you're on OS X/macOS, here is the source code to the command line utility `cat`: http://opensource.apple.com//source/text_cmds/text_cmds-71/c...

Released by Berkley in 1989 making it at least 27 years old already, there are lines of code in there probably going back to the 1977 release, because this of course goes back to old school Berkley System Distribution release. 40 years old, next year, then. Can't see it's going to be modified much in the next 10 years.

I expect there is code being written today that will be considered useful enough to still be used in 50 years. I know a guy who worked on weather modelling for the Met Office - I bet his code is still in the models being run in 50 years time. It might have been modified, but there is a real chance his code stays intact.

Code has a half-life, not a use-by date. Work on code that embraces that, and write code with that attitude.

If you're working on some crappy app or site you _know_ will be dead in 2 years time, you might be OK with that. You might not. If you're not, go look for the careers where the half-life is extended.

ocharles• 10 years ago

A related quote that's sticking with me well at the moment is "no one wishes they spent more time on their phone when they are on their death bed".

ekianjo• 10 years ago

But it's a stupid way of seeing things because people choose consciously to use their phones as much as they do on a daily basis - not being forced or having nothing else worth doing. Regrets usually carry a lot of bullshit.

digler999• 10 years ago

The act of being "on your phone" isn't necessarily bad. If it's arguing philosophy with people on HN, maybe not a great way to spend time compared to, say, communicating with your family or building relationships.

elcct2• 10 years ago

Well, million years from now on, nobody will care about any impact you did

drieddust2• 10 years ago

Unless you are extremely lucky chances are fifty years from now, nobody will care. Everything you think is time will cease to be useful to them. Your Great Grand Children won't know you as a person. Hell they won't even remember your name.

Even if they do, it won't matter to you because you will cease to exist.

pc862• 10 years ago

And after the heat death of the universe nothing will matter! Let's just all do nothing.

Gigablah• 10 years ago

My grandchildren are going to love my design documents.

kkoomi2• 10 years ago

What about the code you wrote that earned you a living and perhaps some savings? And helped you explore your talents?

ChemicalWarfare• 10 years ago

actually (although borderline delusions of grandeur territory) your code can make quite a bit of an impact in "real life". and the beauty of it is you don't even have to work for google or facebook to get your system to be "touched" by a very large number of end users.

mhurron• 10 years ago

"Nobody exists on purpose. Nobody belongs anywhere. Everybody's gonna die." - Morty

Nothing you do, or statistically anyone does, matters after you move on whether it's moving on from that job or moving on from this mortal coil. Regret needs to be framed in the sense of did you regret what you did at that moment for that moment.

Thinking about your accomplishments in the frame of years after your dead is going to just depress you to the point you're going to consider making that end come a whole lot sooner.

Give your grandchildren something to care about? Why would they? By the time they come around, everything you've done is old news. Then your great-grandchildren, well they won't know anything about you. Your great-great-grandchildren won't even know you existed, just like everybody else on the planet. Don't do things to try to create a legacy that no one cares about.

I regret plenty, but I also don't care that I'm a meaningless nothing in the universe.

WillEngler• 10 years ago

I find "What will your grandchildren think?" to be a decent heuristic. For example, I admire my grandparents a great deal for their community service. My grandmother is in poor health, but she still gets around for charity board meetings. In her prime she was a pillar of civil society in my home town. Thinking of what future generations will appreciate pushes us to think outside of ourselves.

I know less about my great-grandparents, but I admire them for emigrating to America and struggling to make a better life for their kids.

Granted, on the cosmic timeline their actions don't amount to too much (because nobody's do). But I definitely feel the impact of my great and great-great grandparent's decisions.

dancek• 10 years ago

Give your grandchildren something to care about? Why would they? By the time they come around, everything you've done is old news.

Spend time with your kids, keep your marriage together. Love your family. They'll (eventually) see that you did, and they'll care very much about that.

facepalm10• 10 years ago

50 years from now AIs will extract history from your HN comments. Maybe some people/AIs will write PhDs about HN comments. You are representing mankind :-)

Grishnakh10• 10 years ago

What grandchildren? The likelihood of me having kids at this point is extremely remote. The way I see it, if you're going to have kids, you have to meet a good partner in your 20s or even teens, and at the very very latest, your early 30s. I'm beyond that now; back in those ages, I never managed to meet someone who wanted to have kids and had an interest in a guy who wasn't a loud-mouthed extrovert.

My big regret: not moving to the PacNW when I had the chance in my mid-20s. Things would probably be extremely different for me now if I had. Or maybe I should have tried moving to Asia; women there appreciate intelligent but quiet men who have good careers.

So if I'm really really lucky, 50 years from now someone will still be using some code I wrote. That's really the best I can hope for as far as having "an impact".

ZeroFries2• 10 years ago

You're a male. You can reproduce when you're 80 years old. Plenty of men have children in their 40s and 50s. You can make it happen if it's what you really want.

ionised• 10 years ago

And if you don't want children?

facepalm10• 10 years ago

Not enough sex when I was still young enough.

du_bing4• 10 years ago

Truth.

NhanH• 10 years ago

Out of curiosity ... how old are you right now?

facepalm10• 10 years ago

dominotw• 10 years ago

heh. Yea me too. I grew up in a country where they sexually repress people. That inertia kept me from having sex even after I immigrated to a more socially lenient society.

AznHisoka3• 10 years ago

because youre too told to enoy it now or because you are in a monogamous relationship now?

k__4• 10 years ago

Probably because you don't get any "fitter/healthier" when getting old. When you're in your 20s, you have more options (physically) then when you're in your 50s.

VLM• 10 years ago

There's another possibility, when I was sixteen, I went to a very large highschool with approx three hundred sixteen year old girls so its not like I had a lack of opportunity, but for legal reasons and cultural attitudes toward age differences that very specific missed experience is now permanently inaccessible. Everything WRT that topic is good today, older women my age are very enjoyable ... but I obviously missed out on some fun, many years ago. You're only gonna be sixteen exactly once, for about 365 days, that's it.

So if you're 16 and want to have sex with someone who's 16 the only certain advice I can provide is you're not likely to stop wondering what it would have been like any time soon, and over time the odds very rapidly reach zero (roughly by the time you graduate HS?), so get out there while you can ... while avoiding diseases and pregnancies. Of course seeing as older, smarter, and far more experienced versions of yourself repeatedly manage to fail to avoid diseases and pregnancies remarkably often, maybe forever wondering is better than forever herpes/hiv or forever having kids while you were still a kid yourself.

facepalm10• 10 years ago

Married

trprog2• 10 years ago

It is definitely bizarre looking back. You can clearly see all of these opportunities to have a good shag with someone whose company you enjoyed when there appeared to be mutual attraction but they were passed up because you were both so wrapped up in insecurities.

ap222133• 10 years ago

41 here and totally agree. I got into a long term relationship at 20, and because of that I missed a lot of opportunities.

I eventually got a divorce at 30 (unrelated), and I had some great sex for a while but then got married again. While, I love my spouse, I think back on those moments of freedom and wildness often. Wish I had more memories of them.

Some tips (from the person who started late): Don't do one nighters - they're just not memorable long-term. Don't do it drunk - it dulls the memory. Don't do it just for the sex either - it's way, way more enjoyable when you're really into someone. And, don't waste time with people who have no passion or intuitiveness. If they can't kiss well or seem to lack interactivity, it's probably not worth it, no matter how much they may want you.

fspear2• 10 years ago

What if you can't ever find someone who truly likes you? Being a short and unnatractive male I've completely given up on dating or meeting someone who actually likes me. I've experienced so much negativity around my height and overall looks that it's just not worth it anymore.

Nowadays the only way I can have intimate relationships is via prostitutes; however I don't visit them often as I can see through their acting, for once I would like to have an intimate relationship with someone who is truly into me, but then I am 33 and my libido is fading (yay!) I know that I will regret not having sex in my 30's and 20's in my 40's but I feel powerless.

bobochan• 10 years ago

I regret that I took the easy way out studying math. When calculus was too hard in high school I switched into a Pascal class, that I already knew, because it was taught by the math department and gave me the same credit. I suppose my real regret was that I let fear over grades dictate what I chose to learn.

YPCrumble• 10 years ago

I did the opposite. When I could have taken easy classes I took hard ones. Sometimes I did poorly because I challenged myself so much academically. The result was a mediocre GPA (~3.2). There are a lot of lost opportunities that come with not gaming the system.

jostmey• 10 years ago

Sometimes our failures guide us. I thought I might want to study mathematics for life. I pushed myself hard and was taking advanced courses. When I received my first bad grade, I realized it was not the right path for me, and that my motivations for delving that far into mathematics were wrong. I'm glad I learned that earlier rather than later.

I've stayed in research, and all those math courses have given me a firm foundation on which to solve real science problems--I see that now. But I cannot regret going through what was fundamentally a learning process, and stepping too far in the wrong direction.

eli_gottlieb• 10 years ago

I think we have to ask what kind of stupid times we live in when a 3.2 is a mediocre GPA. If you didn't game the system, as you said, to look like "the best of the best of the best", then you suck?

jackgolding3• 10 years ago

Similar happened, I felt really medicore by (attempting to) studying pure math at one of the top institutes in the world to impress my parents and peers instead of figuring out what truly would want to get me out of bed in the morning.

Taek2• 10 years ago

I regret not diving deeper into probability. I find myself wishing I had a stronger handle on advanced probability almost once a month.

I've been trying to catch up somehow but seems like the time is always running away from me.

PaulRobinson2• 10 years ago

Probability is hard because it looks simple, but is deeply unintuitive for quite a while.

I write code in my spare time that makes bets in APIs. It's sort of "sports algotrading". As such I care about probability a lot. I found it quite hard to get a grip, and even now I have to hit the books regularly.

It's rewarding, but take it slow and build up. Sometimes you have to treat advanced maths a bit like you would a fitness regime: what does the C25K of the area you're trying to learn look like? Once that's done, what's the 10K version? The half-marathon? The marathon? And so on.

Everybody starts by getting off the couch though - even if you're working through basic probability classes on khan, you're one step ahead of the you that carried on messing about on HN or Reddit or whatever.

shade232• 10 years ago

I did the opposite too. I kept taking the harder options and while my knowledge and understanding increased drastically.my "GPA" wasn't good enough for anyone. Grass is always greener on the other side heh?

lprubin• 10 years ago

I wish I had spent 10% of the time I used playing computer/video games in high school/college on learning to code instead.

golanggeek• 10 years ago

Ah, I wish the same too.. spent so much time watching movies...

Pica_soO• 10 years ago

I regret those wishful views on the lives of others, the endless attempt to transform myself into something im not, instead of working and making of the best with what i got.

michele_f• 10 years ago

You're not alone brother.

jps359• 10 years ago

Taking the path of least resistance. 1) Applying to only one uni 2) Taking the first job I was offered out of college

tajen2• 10 years ago

I didn't learn to play ball at all when I was 3. Which translated into a lack of friends at a later age, which I didn't succeed to fix in time, which translated into a late first experience with girls, which turned extremely bad. It may sound like a stretch, but not playing the ball (football/basketball/handball) in France gets you excluded from most groups and sucking at manual things harms your self-esteem a lot until ~20 years old.

bicx• 10 years ago

As an American, I would agree with this. I wish I'd stuck with a sport beyond what my parents made me do as a 7-year-old. While it may not have been my favorite thing to do, there's a lot I missed out on. When I was a kid, being a nerd wasn't cool. You didn't make friends that way. That took a toll on self-confidence until my mid-20s when suddenly my nerd tendencies became really profitable and appreciated. Before that, I just accepted that people thought I was a little weird.

But more than that, I realized that there were many life lessons regarding self-discipline, training, and teamwork that I missed as well. I ended up working for a startup founded by college athletes (not your stereotypical jocks, but smart, driven people) and you could see that their leadership, discipline, and motivational skills were already well-developed from their soccer days. For me, working on software teams was my first real collaborative team experience, and I could tell they were leagues beyond me in understanding and developing team dynamics.

cdubzzz• 10 years ago

But more than that, I realized that there were many life lessons regarding self-discipline, training, and teamwork that I missed as well.

Absolutely this. I did play football in high school and actually was not really in to it at all (parents forced me to play something). I was also quite anti-social, in to computers and video games, never went to parties, etc. Then I got a degree in English literature and spent three years in the Peace Corps.

These things all coalesced in interesting ways for me:

- Football taught me about self-discipline, training, teamwork, leadership, etc.

- My hobby interest in computers from a young age built up a strong technical foundation and ultimately gave me the skills needed to land my first job.

- Studying English lit. taught me about effective written and verbal communication, analytical and critical thinking (beyond what I learned doing development), etc. and has been massively useful in my work life.

- Peace Corps taught me how to be social (finally!), patient, self-motivated, etc. and also about generalities surrounding important things such as culture, language, history and identity.

All of this stuff has led me to success in the job market and, I think, a powerful appreciation for my work and the work/life balance. It's very interesting to think about.

j2bax• 10 years ago

I pretty much realized by Middle School (6th grade) that sports weren't for me despite having fun playing them on the playground in Elementary school. I instead started fostering a lifelong appreciation of music as my extracurricular activity. This is probably because my dad was very musical and never showed any interest in sports. Growing up I never played ball with my dad, but I would jam with him and his music friends regularly. In middle school I hung out with a strange blend of jocks, nerds and punk rockers and never felt like I missed out on friendships because of my lack of sportiness.

I don't feel like my life is any less rich because I chose to not be obsessed with sports. My wife who grew up with a sports fanatic for a dad gives me shit sometimes, but I try not to let it get to me. I can now enjoy my passion wherever I am, while I work, while I'm exercising (blah!) and I have a hobby (playing guitars/drums and listening to music) that I can do pretty much until my deathbed.

shin_lao2• 10 years ago

I didn't learn to play ball, but that didn't prevent me from having good friends (who also didn't play ball) and enjoying a rich sentimental life.

tajen2• 10 years ago

That's why I said "...which I didn't succeed to fix in time". Of course, a proper person can (and should) counterbalance a handicap. But having a basic understanding of ball-playing would have saved a lot of experiences that are destructive for both the self-esteem and for the society.

yodsanklai2• 10 years ago

I really sucked at soccer and such (I was always the last one picked when making teams). It didn't prevent me from performing well in individual sports, and it had no incidence at all in my social life. You could always socialize with other kids that weren't into this type of sports. (I grew up in France too).

dorfsmay3• 10 years ago

Yes, but, I don't have stereo vision, so all my attempts to play with balls (soccer, tennis, volleyball, etc...) Have failed.

I also grew up in France and can attest that it used to be difficult to integrate in any sort of group if you didn't play and didn't care for "Le foot".

strongai3• 10 years ago

I was the same with soccer. Poor motor skills etc. Fortunately, I was saved by rugby at secondary school where despite my physical uncoordination, I was keen and could tackle hard. As soon as I got into the rugby team, all the bullying stopped.

BrandoElFollito• 10 years ago

This must depend on the place. I grew up near Versailles in the 80', was not interested in football and never had problems to integrate. I hardly knew people who would be particularly interested in football as I now think of it.

sailingcat• 10 years ago

Funny i often think the same as to why i was left out and had a pretty low self esteem younger.

Yhippa2• 10 years ago

Same in America too. I should have joined the football team instead of doing marching band.

matt_wulfeck• 10 years ago

which I didn't succeed to fix in time, which translated into a late first experience with girls

I can't help but feel that you caring so much about this might be the second stage of your regret.

cdbattags• 10 years ago

Hand in hand with "ball", I think it's the same way with learning an instrument or music in general.

I played for 3 years in middle school (grades 6-8) and put it down because I felt awkward continuing on through high school. Now, 8 years later, I've joined jazz ensemble at uni and feel so far behind but so glad I'm back into it.

I sadly didn't come into a "don't apologize for the way your are mentality" until later in high school/early college.

bbcbasic• 10 years ago

It seems sad to me to regret "decisions" you made as a toddler. I would say society has let you down here and there is nothing to regret.

run4yourlives2• 10 years ago

I have something similar to this. Except I did play soccer (football) when I was younger, and I was pretty good.

At about 12-13 another player and I got cut from my rep team. We would have been forced into the house leagues for that year, instead of regional travel. I was pretty young and nobody really explained the concept of making a team to me. I just always played for the teams I was on, not realizing that I was actually playing at the top level of my club for my age. My dad lost it, and pulled me from the organization. I suppose he thought I was better than some other kids that were kept on. The intent was we'd play for another club. I suppose they were all full by that time, because I never did.

I stopped playing soccer in favour of other sports. I played hockey next year instead. I didn't try out for the high school team because I thought I wasn't a good player. The kid who got cut with me kept practicing, joined the high school team, and got a university scholarship in the US as a player. His father was just as upset as mine was, but I'd say how he approached that problem was quite different.

I'm 41 now, and I play every week in a competitive amateur league; even though I walked away from the game in the critical development years, I'm still good enough to play with guys who played all of their lives. I always wonder how good I could have actually been had I kept it up.

It's a lesson however that I'm constantly aware of for my own boys: Where you are at development wise at any particular time in comparison to others says little about where your ultimate top end might be. How you handle rejection and defeat is more important than how you are when things are going well.

AlwaysRock• 10 years ago

I was home schooled and never played sports until 13ish. I only started because there were people like me that seemed like they were having a good time. I was awful but I made friends. Ended up being a college athlete in another sport.

Maybe France is different but I don't think not playing sports at age 3 is as big of a deterrent as you may think to playing sports or making friends.

chakalakasp• 10 years ago

Not regularly exercising after I finished high school. You should definitely do that. The time to start really exploring all the cool stuff your body is capable of doing is before and during its peak, not as it slides down the slope into the trough of old age. I find myself wondering how fast I could have run a half marathon 20 years ago if I'd become a runner then, but I'll never know.

I regret not beating out a fellow photographer for the cover of National Geographic, but there isn't much I could do to change that one, it's just one of those "damn, my best wasn't quite good enough" moments. But fortunately photographic ability doesn't decline with age, though the relevance of the medium might.

personlurking6• 10 years ago

But fortunately photographic ability doesn't decline with age, though the relevance of the medium might.

Side note from a few days ago: Sebastiao Salgado (72) believes photography in process of extinction

http://latino.foxnews.com/latino/entertainment/2016/10/28/se...

usgroup5• 10 years ago

If you spent your times running marathons in your 20s and 30s, you'd have a good chance of being in for a total hip / knee replacements in your 40s. Swings and roundabouts!

ASpring• 10 years ago

Is this actually true? I always see it bandied about without data.

jgrahamc3• 10 years ago

I didn't start lifting weights until my 40s. I now realize how great strength is in so many ways.

k__4• 10 years ago

I started with 30, still regret not starting before, haha.

highace2• 10 years ago

There are two things in my life that I'm so grateful I became interested in. One is coding, the other is weightlifting. The benefits of each are so great I feel like they're the closest thing to having actual superpowers.

"No man has the right to be an amateur in the matter of physical training. It is a shame for a man to grow old without seeing the beauty and strength of which his body is capable." - Socrates

omegaham2• 10 years ago

I got a coworker of mine into lifting. She's 62, and she's already enjoying a bunch of the benefits.

Unfortunately, she only goes when I go, and she's retiring in seven months. I don't know if she's going to stick with it when she leaves. I hope she does, as she's been making some great progress.

noir_lord• 10 years ago

I don't know if she's going to stick with it when she leaves.

It's lovely that you got her into exercise, when she leaves you could still arrange to meet her at the gym for workouts assuming she doesn't live miles from the gym, retiring can be a nasty shock for lots of people since they go from full days to "what the fuck do I now" in a weekend.

tmaly2• 10 years ago

what type of gym do you use?

kzisme3• 10 years ago

I'm also curious - I find that location plays a much larger role than price (for me). I'm more inclined to go if it's closer and pay a little more.

I still dislike paying as much as I do though.

jgrahamc3• 10 years ago

A small personal training only gym with mostly free weights (dumbbell, Olympic bar, kettle bells) and a small number of machines.

simonbarker872• 10 years ago

This, I started lifting at 17 but didn't really work out "how" to lift until mid twenties and didn't get a good grasp of nutrition until 2 years ago.

kzisme3• 10 years ago

How did you refine your daily nutrition and start eating more healthy?

amelius• 10 years ago

Could you elaborate, in what ways?

Also, I've noticed that people in the gym are somewhat narcissistic, so perhaps the benefits are only for this group?

Normal_gaussian2• 10 years ago

I started climbing, people at the bouldering wall or at outdoor routes are awesome.

Why is it so great? The control over your body. The feeling awesome and powerful. It has made my life a whole lot less stressful as well, even though I do more.

If you don't have some kind of total physical exertion in your life I highly recommend getting one.

tsumnia• 10 years ago

Aside from labeling anyone that works out as a narcissist, the sheer 'ability' to do things is what makes it great.

I'm not even referring to just being able to lift something, because plenty of larger framed people can do that. I remember the first time I realized I was no longer "big" came when I squeezed through a thin pathway in my closet. Last week, I ended up doing 7 chained backflips at a trampoline park. What was the point of both incidents? "To see if I could".

If you do some forms of training, you can become very flexible. If you are martial art minded, you can find yourself very disciplined.

Finally, you do get more confident (what someone might see as narcissist or how someone might manifest it).

weavie• 10 years ago

Being able to carry the shopping home without struggling. Being able to easily help people move furniture. Better tolerance for kids jumping all over you. More energy. Better sleep. Better mood. Confidence.

jgrahamc3• 10 years ago

I'm well into my 40s. People's bodies, in general, decline in strength as they age. I wanted to delay that effect and also be stronger so that I could do things that required strength (e.g. I like scuba diving but lugging around tanks was hard work).

gaius3• 10 years ago

Some are, sure, but those mirrors are actually there so you can check your form.

A CrossFit instructor I know says the best reason to squat is that you will be able to go to the toilet unassisted when you are 80...

StavrosK2• 10 years ago

I lifted for a few months two years ago, but stopped because of various factors. My physical therapist friend doesn't like weightlifting, though, she says the risk of injury is too high. I'd like to start exercising again, but I don't know what would be effective enough without as much risk of injury as weightlifting...

andrewvc• 10 years ago

I loved weightlifting, but you're right. Currently recovering from a nasty back injury despite doing all the right things, and having a dedicated trainer. You'll never do it all correctly every single time.

I'd love to do it again, but I can't see how I'd ever justify the decision. Luckily swimming, running, yoga are all just as fun.

chrischattin• 10 years ago

In an athletic context, one of the key benefits from weight training is injury prevention.

ZeroFries2• 10 years ago

Your friend is probably wrong. Check out the chart listing injury rates by sport. Notice weightlifting has a lower rate than just about any other form of exercise. I'd only consider swimming safer. Start slow and build up strength over a long period of time, like 5 years.

* http://www.bboyscience.com/injury-rates/

nailer• 10 years ago

Not dancing earlier. I was a better dancer than my sisters and used to go watch them do ballet, but my mum wouldn't let me because I was a boy. Currently doing a bunch of jazz and commercial a few days a week in between running a company and other gym activities.

test1235• 10 years ago

My wife is really into her dancing, and before I met her, I never cared for the likes of anything I considered 'girly'.

People really need to hear the story of Billy Elliot (my favourite musical - another thing I would never have bothered with, previously) and the life of Carlos Acosta (who I was watching on Parkinson just last night).

Good luck with your dancing, and don't let others put you off.

adamc• 10 years ago

I regret not seeing clearly the effect that my depression was having on my wife and kid, which will probably result in our divorce. Depression is stressful to the bystanders -- don't think you can tough it out because it's just you!

eswat• 10 years ago

This is my one regret also, causing collateral damage to some very close friends - rightfully not close friends anymore - while I went through depression. Had to really rebuild myself from that point and still continuing to do so.

shazow• 10 years ago

What do you wish you did differently? How did you move forward?

du_bing4• 10 years ago

I think there is not anything I really regret now, maybe I am not old enough. Maybe I should have left my ex-girlfriend ealier, because values differ greatly, it's hard to communicate.

StargazyPi• 10 years ago

I started regretting not learning an instrument.

Then I realised this was dumb, bought a £20 Ukulele, signed up to classes, and am happy as a clam.

4 months in, I play twice a week with a big group. I still sound awful solo, but am amazed at how far I've come, and how much embracing something totally different has enriched many parts of my life I just didn't expect.

jackgolding3• 10 years ago

This is quite inspiring - a lot of us leave creativity behind in high school, kudos for sharing!

Yhippa2• 10 years ago

I'm glad you found this. For me music is one one of the more intensely personal things in my life--listening and playing.

sliverstorm2• 10 years ago

I play twice a week with a big group. I still sound awful solo

This is something I wish I had learned sooner, playing with other people is actually better the worse you are.

mabramo• 10 years ago

On that same note, I already play guitar but I've always wanted to play drums. I can't buy a kit and play in my apartment, but there's no reason why I waited 5 or more years just to get a practice pad. I do at least 20 minutes of exercises almost every day and have been for almost two months now. Once I get a kit or get on one of my friends kit's, I'll be ready.

amirouche• 10 years ago

Not doing more math. It seems like programming is very easy to learn whereas math science is very difficult.

Insanity• 10 years ago

It depends a lot on yourself. Math is really like a sport, I was doing it each and every day as part of a Physics/Mathematics major. Whereas in the same class that I was in, many people passed calculus, linear algebra etc, but failed programming courses.

Programming might be easier to get into though

mhomde• 10 years ago

Not making more mistakes sooner

mabbo2• 10 years ago

I regret not taking any real risks. I joined the fortune-500 corporate software world, never tried a start-up, never made anything memorable, never broke new ground.

I regret letting myself get comfortable, to a place where the money is too good to leave.

AznHisoka3• 10 years ago

99% of startups are neither memorable or breaking any new ground.

laurentdc• 10 years ago

I regret letting myself get comfortable, to a place where the money is too good to leave.

Getting comfortable is not necessarily bad. Knowing you have a solid "fallback" option in case anything goes wrong can actually help creativity and reduce the risk of having to compromise, imho.

kkoomi2• 10 years ago

It sounds like what he is saying is that it hasn't helped his creativity though, and he's been compromising his creativity up until now..

divbit2• 10 years ago

I regret letting myself get comfortable, to a place where the money is too good to leave.

That sounds terrible, so sorry for you ;)

Chos89• 10 years ago

Want to trade?

kyriakos• 10 years ago

Working with the same company for nearly 10 years without a career path. Thankfully its over now but I should have done it earlier.

hdkmraf• 10 years ago

Wasting 3 years of my life doing a PhD

quantumhobbit• 10 years ago

At least it was only 3 years. Could have been much more.

Cyph0n• 10 years ago

I'm just starting one that will take at least 4.5 years, but I'm coming in with a BSc. May I ask why you ended up regretting it?

usgroup5• 10 years ago

Would you mind expanding on that?

JoeDaDude• 10 years ago

Pity. I was going to post that my regret was not getting a PhD.

arethuza2• 10 years ago

Only two thing I really regret:

- The stress I must have caused my parents by being a complete arse from about 17 to 21 or so. They had 4 kids with 2 of my siblings suffering from disabilities. The last thing they needed was me adding to their stress levels. Of course, I didn't realise this until after they were both dead and I was a parent of a relatively well behaved teenager!

- Bottling out of trying to join the Royal Marines - trained like crazy my last two years at University but then was too terrified to actually apply in case I wasn't good enough (which I probably wasn't!).

Edit: On a positive note apparently the first thing the young lady who went on to become my wife of 26 years noticed when she first met me was my nice arm muscles acquired from all that training! Also thinking about it going into the forces might not have been the best for the stress levels of my parents!

stumblers2• 10 years ago

FWIW: I went for it and got into a pretty tough program (OCS US Marines), but got 'boarded' 3 days before graduation. Brutal experience in many ways, but I'm really glad I did it despite not making it to graduation.

My regret is not following through with a meeting/interview at the CIA a couple years later. I don't remember all of the details, but in the end I was afraid of the same outcome ('failing') so I cancelled it politely and moved on; I shouldn't have and regret not even going.

arethuza2• 10 years ago

Have you read Bob Baer's "See No Evil" - it goes into a lot of details about his experiences being recruited and working in the CIA.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/See_No_Evil_(Baer_book)

jackgolding3• 10 years ago

One thing my mum taught me is that having a sibling with disability is not easy. It takes so much out of both the siblings and the parents that it can cause us youngings to act out. I hope you can forgive yourself for being a complete arse.

dagurp• 10 years ago

Not socializing enough in college

jhgjklj• 10 years ago

I regret not being disciplined in the college and if i would have mastered my courses in college i could easily understand machine learning now and not have to study statics and calculus now.

auderwoof• 10 years ago

Easily my biggest regret is that I didn't come out as gay until I was already 20 years old (in 1994), basically staying in the closet for 7 years.

exodust2• 10 years ago

The great Aussie Olympic swimmer Ian Thorpe didn't come out until around 32 years old, so you did okay compared to him!

Grishnakh10• 10 years ago

Not only that, there's a bunch of Republican politicians who still refuse to admit they're gay, including that "wide stance" Craig guy who was caught in the airport bathroom.

jey• 10 years ago

I mainly regret not taking university seriously half a lifetime ago, but as a result I became a lifelong self-learner.

Then why do you regret it?

wsc981• 10 years ago

I regret spending time studying that I could have spent programming. I found my study boring and in the end wasted a few years of my life and quite a bit of money that I would have otherwise saved. I also believe I learned much more in the workplace. And when I want to study a topic that is of interest to me, I rather just buy a book.

I also regret spending around 7 years of my life without really sure which path I would like to take. I lost direction and focus when my parents died unexpectedly. In this period I was very depressed. I had to figure out my own life goals, when my previous goal, making my parents proud, wasn't possible anymore.

At least now I have some clear goals for my life and am generally a very happy person :)

du_bing4• 10 years ago

Yeah, to have a goal will make one happy and stronger.

personlurking6• 10 years ago

I also regret spending around 7 years of my life without really sure which path I would like to take.

Sorry for your loss. I've spent 15 years feeling the same. It's tough, but I'm grateful to still have hope, mostly thanks to having a large amount of what could be called non-professional interests. If not for discovering the endless value of, and joy in, non-institutionalized learning, I'd have been a goner a long time ago.

brookside• 10 years ago

Never finishing songs I was writing while in the perfect position to pitch them to pop artists I was working with.

I switched to coding purely for monetary/pragmatic reasons. I'm doing ok professionally now, but feels like a sad half-existence. (Lot of other opportunities with things I cared about personally I squandered too.)

And you wonder why your father was so resigned. Now you don't wonder any more. - Ben Folds Lyric that comes to mind

enobrev• 10 years ago

I'd hate to change my past as I'm very happy with my present and would never want to jeopardize it. Likewise, a lot of "mistakes" have been excellent learning experiences for me, which makes them hard to regret.

That said, my biggest regrets have mainly to do with staying in relationships longer than I should have. I'd done this twice, and both times I walked away drained and depressed. The women were wonderful in their own ways, but we just plain didn't work and I shouldn't have tried to force it, and definitely not for as long as I had.

Now, though, I'm happily married with someone I'm excited to spend every day with, and I assume I learned quite a bit from those relationships to be able to enjoy and appreciate this one.

personlurking6• 10 years ago

Ouch! Been there myself, staying in some relationships longer than I should have and leaving drained. To counter that, I've said "no" to the last 4-5 single women who have entered my life because I don't want to try something (relationship) just to try it, and more importantly they just didn't feel like the right match for me. Old me would have said yes to a few of them, but I'm more patient with myself now.

Good to know the happy ending, though. Congrats!

shade232• 10 years ago

I was studying my electrical engineering and as all the other Engineering students,I was searching for internships then.My interest was mainly in Electromagnetism and Field theory. I was really hoping for an internship at CERN[1]. I had applied for the same and did not get through.I then kept asking the professors there and tried selling myself quite a bit. I finally got one of them to accept me .However the required fee was atleast 4x what I could afford.As a result I could not go there. Considering the quality of education in Indian colleges and the lack of credible practical experience,I had to forgo those dreams in the field and take up some typical consultancy (like TCS but not TCS) job. This was the first time I had taken up programming(I refused to take it earlier because i considered the field over saturated and highly ephemeral(Boy o boy I was wrong )) .I enjoyed software development .I enjoyed the complete open nature of it and the speed and how helpful people were on the online community (compare stackoverflow and Electrical Engineering SE[2]) . I realised that I loved this work and I was glad that this happened.

My point is this : We are no different from really capable Branch Prediction engines [3]. Every regret stems from an If. We learn along the way.I personally keep a list of all the things I regret which I always go through before making the next important decision in my life .

I also regret not doing my Masters immediately after my graduation.I hope to do that soon too.

[1] https://jobs.web.cern.ch/join-us/short-term-internship-progr... [2]:http://electronics.stackexchange.com/ [3]:https://news.ycombinator.com/item?id=12340348

Taek2• 10 years ago

Grew up in the Chicago suburbs, then went to school in Troy, NY, then founded a startup in Boston. Now I'm starting to feel like Switzerland is the next destination, and while it feels like a more permanent move than the others, I wonder where I would be if I had not moved at all.

I'd probably be a more stout Christian, my economic class would almost certainly be lower. I'd probably have a lot more friends. Moving has a huge social cost and I've paid it twice. I'd probably be happier in daily life.

But I'd also probably feel like a big fish in a small pond. Like I had let down my potential. If I was in that position, I'd probably regret not leaving for college more than I currently regret leaving.

So I don't actually regret the price I've paid. But I do reflect on it frequently.

fastball3• 10 years ago

Interesting that you mention the impact moving had on your faith. I moved to Switzerland when I was a teenager and wholly attribute that to my loss of faith.

cableshaft2• 10 years ago

Plenty of non-devout or non-religious people in the Chicago suburbs area. Unless you're talking about Wheaton. But even then, there's a few.

Personally I think internet forums had a greater effect on that for me than relocating (I actually moved to the Chicago suburbs about ten years ago).

Definitely agree about the more friends, though. That's a big thing that's making me reluctant to leave, is how many friends I've made here.

The job market here could be a lot better though. Most of the tech jobs are in downtown Chicago, and even then it seems it's mostly in advertising, which I loathe and would rather not work in.

mathattack2• 10 years ago

It's very hard to second guess things in life - if you're happy with how things have worked out in general, it's near impossible to say what contributed and what hurt.

But....

1 - I was quite a jerk in some relationships when I was in college and soon thereafter. I didn't need to be.

2 - I regret not forcing my way overseas earlier in life.

3 - I regret not paying attention to subjects outside of Computer Science earlier in life.

4 - I regret not achieving wealth soon enough in life to take care of my parents better.

restalis4• 10 years ago

I was quite a jerk in the teenage years and regretted that too until not long ago. I come to convince myself that turning into a jerk was only an adapting reaction to fend off abusive people. From what I've noticed in the pool of abuse-avoiders friends, the ones having enough social skills maybe managed to deal with it gracefully enough, but for the others (me included) being a plain jerk was the simplest working solution. If you still beat yourself over it it may be because you just forget the problems and limitations you had back then.

mathattack2• 10 years ago

In my case it was more around dating. It was more about being immature on my part than any issues on anyone else's. (If it was being defensive, that's more conscionable than being a jerk who didn't think enough about others)

erikb• 10 years ago

Since I changed my view, also due to HN, I found there is little left to regret. I mostly give the best I can in every aspect of my life. And when that wasn't enough I will probably do better next time. If there is a risky decision ahead I try to be aware of it and the details and use it as learning experience. Living that way mostly gives every decision, every success and every failure a meaning. And having meaning means there is not much reason to regret it.

Btw: currently I'm without a job, about $15k in depth and will probably spend the next 3 years paying off these debts without any holiday or much improvement of life quality. Yet it was only painful for a few weeks and I was able to move on. And who knows, the next role of dice may end up giving me unexpected luck and next year looks very different already.

gtmitchell• 10 years ago

I regret deciding to major in a hard science instead of programming, as well as spending far too long in a PhD program before dropping out.

The personal and professional toll of these choices has been painful on the best days, soul-crushing on the worst.

k__4• 10 years ago

I mostly regret not starting sooner with something.

Lifting weights, playing guitar/bass, programming, polyamory, remote working, saving money, studying for school.

mherrmann• 10 years ago

Could you expand on the polyamory part? Are you in a polyamorous relationship?

fastball3• 10 years ago

Seems pretty self-explanatory.

In most places in the world, we are raised to pursue monogamous relationships, whether that is predicated on the idea of "true love", or just the need to "settle down and start a family". Either way - monogamy.

In reality, a lot of people aren't happy with monogamy. See the extreme prevalence of cheating/divorce. I'm not OP, but I think the world would be a much happier place if everyone stopped trying to be so monogamous all the time.

If someone prefers monogamy, they can find someone that also prefers monogamy. But society in general shouldn't be trying to dictate that.

k__4• 10 years ago

I'm living polyamorous for about 7 years now and currently I'm in two poly relationships for about 3 years each.

When I'm thinking about it now, I'm living poly (8 years) for longer in my life than mono (4 years). I'm 31 and started dating with 19. So not much to regret, I guess. Most poly folks I know started with >40, when the kids finally were out.

baldfat• 10 years ago

No regrets BUT I think I should have studied Engineering and enjoyed it more.

I love my family and my kids. I would have hated to not be there for three kids that became my family. I wouldn't have adopted these kids if I didn't live here and no way that would have happened if I was an engineer.

berntb2• 10 years ago

What I regret is a single thing: Not finding out about my allergies earlier.

I would have a different and richer life (also economically, but not what I mean) if I knew I was a bit chronically tired from them, not to mention other problems I got from that.

On the other hand, I might have f-cked something else up with more available time/energy.

(Edit: The really weird part is to realize late in life that your personality is much more positive and cheerful than you thought. You see yourself differently afterwards.)

rpazyaquian2• 10 years ago

How did you find this out? It seems really hard to understand what's messing you up if your messed-up state seems normal to you.

berntb2• 10 years ago

The allergies (and the associated damage from them) got worse. :-) :-(

More detailed: I thought "There seems to be problems when I eat peanuts?" I bought a bag and ate. And was sick for a week. Then I started experimenting with anti histamines etc.

(The doctor talked about "food intolerances" and not "allergies". It seems weird to be so sensitive for an "intolerance", but ok -- I'm not a specialist doctor.)

Ntrails• 10 years ago

I regret that I never made as much time as I could have for my dad when he was around. Knowing how much simple texts calls and emails would have meant, my consistent failure to respond promptly and contact regularly will always be a regret. I hate the idea that he might have thought I didn't care, rather than I am just lazy/thoughtless.

benmcnelly• 10 years ago

I regret clicking on this thread on a Monday morning. But to echo what you said, I wish I had hung out with my dad more when he was alive. Things happen, spend time with your loved ones while you have them.

Declanomous• 10 years ago

I'm really grateful to a cousin for pointing this out to me when I was 17 or so. I was at a family wedding, and he asked me if I was going to dance with my mother. Being the self-conscious teenager that I was, I told him I wasn't planning on it. His response was, "Well, you know, she isn't going to be around forever. One day you'll look back and wish you had more time with her."

I think it's important to become your own person, and you need to spend time away from your parents to do that. But I make sure the time I spend with my parents is quality time, and I don't waste it texting or whatever.

One thing I've heard is that the biggest regret most men have at the end of their life is prioritizing work over time with their family. I constantly need to remind myself of this, and I think it is something that other people on HN need to remind themselves of as well. I notice that a lot of companies try to play off the existential fear of being forgotten when we are gone by telling us we are part of something bigger than ourselves. I think that expecting the work you do at a company to create any sort of meaningful legacy is foolish.

tjic2• 10 years ago

Running my company for 15 years instead of for 10.

After the crash of 2008 it was clear that revenues were plunging and the situation was dire.

I could have shut it down right then and there and left on a high note.

Instead I slashed my own pay and applied a Herculean effort to keep the firm alive...only to shut it down anyway 5 years later.

That was five years of my life that I have nothing to show for.

Know when to walk away.

personlurking6• 10 years ago

The following quote comes to mind: “One of the hardest decisions you'll ever face in life is choosing whether to walk away or try harder.”

Equally valid for relationships, of course.

tjic2• 10 years ago

I blame myself for 90% of the bad decision, and Seth Godin and his "The Dip" theory for the other 10%.

restalis4• 10 years ago

I keep telling myself that I should apply game theory investment rules on all decisions but it's hard for me to do that in practice, and I know I'm not be the only one with this problem. Our optimistic side does not always eagerly leave the helm to the pragmatic side, but I think this is both a gift and a curse.

schmrz• 10 years ago

I mainly regret not taking university seriously half a lifetime ago, but as a result I became a lifelong self-learner.

Can you please expand on this? Why do you regret that?

I've read a great book about this topic: The Top Five Regrets of the Dying. It's a bit more general of course, but it might be interesting to you or others.

personlurking6• 10 years ago

Well, I'm hoping that even if I went to uni that I would have still become a lifelong learner because I'm naturally curious and a bit cynical. Believing that I would have come to the same conclusion in life, having a uni degree in my back pocket would have made me feel a lot better about myself all through my 20s and some of my 30s. Like when applying for jobs in a specific field instead of taking service jobs, growing my professional abilities in said field, having a regular paycheck.

Thanks for the recommendation!

starcaller• 10 years ago

I regret getting my first credit card, which ultimately led to my first breakup after my first proper relationship. It also led to a bunch of personal debt (a lot of which I've cleared, some I still have).

But if I hadn't, who knows how that would've affected later life - would I have ever met my now wife? Or would I be living somewhere else and working somewhere else? Would I have some of the cool stuff I have?

fastball3• 10 years ago

Your first credit card led to your first breakup? Was that really the only factor?

hasenj• 10 years ago

Two things:

1) Believing in religion and being conservative about it too!

2) Allowing myself to become obese during late teens and early twenties.

These two points have done incredible damage to my social life and self esteem.

gaius3• 10 years ago

The thing about wishing your life was different in way X is that if it was, you would be a different person now, wishing it was different in way Y.

emodendroket2• 10 years ago

I regret totally blowing off studying math after my junior year of high school and never studying CS at all in school. I've filled in a lot of the gaps but it would have been easier then.

But then again, it's hard to say, isn't it? My life would have turned out differently if I hadn't made the choices I have and overall I'm pretty happy.

tmaly2• 10 years ago

That I did not start working on something that has the potential to have a bigger impact on the world.

strongai3• 10 years ago

I regret choosing an elite university (Oxford) and its ultra-generic Engineering course, rather than a more specific course in say, electronics or even maths but at a less prestigious institution. I came out with a paper-thin knowledge of a dozen engineering subdisciplines, rather than truly knowing any one of them. Many of my peers became accountants, many others quickly became 'project managers' - spreadsheet jockeys. I cannot think of any who actually became engineers. Like others, this frustration has led me into a life of continuous learning.

ryandrake3• 10 years ago

Funny, I regret going to a plain state-funded university and wish I would have taken college applications more seriously to take a shot at a more prestigious school. I think a lot of doors would have opened earlier for me had I done so. Successful people get there because of their network and connections not because of their knowledge and skills.

Grishnakh10• 10 years ago

If you're a regular on this site, prestigious schools are mostly bullshit. They're not good places to go for an engineering degree, except MIT and Caltech maybe (and even then they're really not the greatest places to go for a BS).

If you're a politician or trying to become a corporate high-up, then yes, the network and connections you make at the prestigious schools are extremely useful. But someone who's a CEO or VP of a hedge fund or whatever is not going to be a regular on this site.

If you want a career where you're valued for your knowledge and skills, good state schools are the place to go. If you want a career where you're valued for your network and connections, ivy league schools are the place to go.

dualogy• 10 years ago

In a similar vain, I don't regret "choosing" a non-elite uni (Oxford Brookes) which let me miss lectures and tutorials for 3 years, tinker with my own code all day, showing up only for exams and the final year project ("thesis"-wannabe-thingy) for a proper B.Sc. graduate degree. I did sometimes go to Ox open lectures and such, loved the overall high-brow intellectual vibe in town back then (2002-2005). But the workloads and schedules of my acquaintances there, oh my!

afarrell• 10 years ago

Not getting enough sleep while I was in university.

ebbv• 10 years ago

I'll go against the tech culture grain and say I regret not going to college. I stared working when I was still in high school and I never pursued a degree. Sometimes I feel like if I had gone to college I might have pursued a different area of interest. I enjoy programming but I'm almost 40 now and starting to feel just how disposable all the work I've done for the past 25 years is.

grondilu• 10 years ago

Playing Basketball for several years despite having no talent whatsoever. With hindsight it was a complete waste of time.

That's probably not the most important regret in my life but it's a clear one, and one that I can confess without being too personal.

jkereako• 10 years ago

Not trying at all in high school. I barely scraped by with 2.00 GPA and ended up at a public university that was gracious enough to accept me. I often wonder that if I had gotten better marks where I would have ended up.

I also regret not learning to program as a kid. I put that off until college.

lordnacho• 10 years ago

Hard to think of anything particularly bad, but my main regret is not speaking up in favour of a more intellectually competent environment at my previous startup fund.

I seemed to be the only person keeping an eye on developments in the wider field, machine learning, coding, investment strategy, that kind of thing.

I was working with people who didn't even know what version control was, or that we actually used it. Sloppy thinking that was mistakable for expediency in the early days turned into pure intellectual laziness.

The same people had and still have a completely unrealistic view of what they've built. No real understanding of markets, no real understanding of coding, and no real understanding of how to run a business.

I've moved on now, but I feel there was more potential there, and it should have been used to build a truly amazing investment firm. Instead I allowed my colleagues to continue thinking they were excellent when they genuinely weren't, robbing them and us of the chance to improve ourselves.

It's hard telling people they're not up to a task.

mstade• 10 years ago

I don't regret a lot for long, I find it to be an incredibly depressing feeling and I try to make short business of any regrets I do have. I've found most of the time, actions (or inactions) that have lead to me regret can be reversed by sincere apologies, shifting your stance, or otherwise try to undo the thing causing you regret. In the case of inaction, if the train hasn't left the station...

But there is one thing I can't shake.

I met a girl a little over a decade ago, and fell madly in love. We became a couple, but due to various events our relationship ended. Not least because at one point years ago, I was put on the spot and asked where our relationship was headed, a thinly veiled attempt to get me to commit. I loved the girl – still do – but I wasn't ready to settle down and marry. I wanted to focus on my career and build a business and do all of these other things and I just couldn't commit. Not long thereafter, our relationship ended and I relocated to a different country.

It's cheesy and unoriginal, but it's the one thing I regret: not marrying that woman.

Before anyone comments to that effect: I don't have a particularly hard time dating, and have plenty of experience both before and after this woman. But I've never connected with anyone like that before, and it genuinely feels as though I've lost someone hugely important, like family. It's a very sad feeling and cheesy as it may be, it's my only real regret.

personlurking6• 10 years ago

I've been there (even the relocation to another country part). Only the woman in my life at the time wasn't asking me to commit, but she would have committed to me - that is, taken me seriously for the long-term - if I had had my shit together professionally (to have been someone with goals, a trajectory of sorts). It's been almost a decade now since then and I don't think of her anymore but it was hands-down the best, most exciting relationship I've had til now.

On the other hand, in the breakup, she treated me really badly/poorly, so it remains like a song where the first 90% was great then someone decided to run their fingernails down a chalkboard for the finale.

I heard through the grapevine that the next guy she dated, she stayed with and eventually married.

ladytron• 10 years ago

Why not take a vacation and go find her now?

Maybe she still feels the same way.

artmageddon2• 10 years ago

It's quite possible that the door on that opportunity may have closed, sadly.

nstj• 10 years ago

Quick phone call might be a little less stalkerish / cheaper on a risk adjusted basis.

Tactic• 10 years ago

I had a similar situation of the one that got away. For decades I told people that I regretted not pursuing our relationship further.

After 20 someodd years we were both available and rekindled our relationship. Things were going well for months until I found out that she had cheated on her husband for years with a man and was continuing to see him while we were together.

Honestly, I was happier with the dream of what I thought we would have been but I lost than the reality.

I'm not claiming your experience would be the same at all, just saying to appreciate the what-if you can hold on to.

emodendroket2• 10 years ago

I think we're all so conditioned to think about what we give up by marrying that it's easy to forget what you give up by not marrying.

aepearson• 10 years ago

I regret dedicating my life to sitting behind a computer building things that don't exist and don't really matter to anyone - rather than making a real difference to real people in the real world. I also regret that that endeavor has severely limited my time spent with the people I love most, and exploring the world.

UK-AL• 10 years ago

What would class as a real difference?

marknutter• 10 years ago

I regret leaving my freelancing career 3 years ago to become a full-time employee. I made the decision out of fear because I had increased my standard of living and was afraid of not continuing to make enough money as a contractor to pay for it. My life has gone downhill ever since. Today however, I put in my two-week notice. I realize how unfounded my fears were and for the first time in a long time I finally feel like I'm in control of my life again.

Delmania• 10 years ago

Rushing into marriage and not taking more chances with my career. Both I Attribute to depression.

pknerd• 10 years ago

Not kind of regret but yeah painful: I have been earning by writing software for more than a decade yet I never considered myself a professional programmer. I kept thinking I am some guy that fits well for RnD and Analysis kind of work thus did not dig deep in programming and polished which I am doing now, after a decade.

leekh• 10 years ago

Quitting jobs.

I've quitted jobs without letting my employer that I was unhappy or disgruntled. In retrospect I should have let them know before I jumped ship; mainly because the grass is rarely greener on the other side and some of them could have changed.

ryandrake3• 10 years ago

I wouldn't regret that. Your career is your own responsibility and nobody else's. It's unlikely your past employers would have tried to retain you if you told them you were unhappy or disgruntled--at least I've never seen it happen. I've found through many jobs: if you think leaving is the right decision, it is.

facepalm10• 10 years ago

I think it is unlikely that an organization would change for you (or anyone), so there is not much to regret.

I guess one could try to create one's dream job within one company, but it would be a long and ongoing fight, not just a matter of talking with the boss.

smrtinsert• 10 years ago

I regret not structuring my life earlier. There is no way to accomplish something being carefree. It requires planning and dedication.

notacoward2• 10 years ago

Three things:

(1) Not retaining good exercise habits through my 30s and 40s. I did way better than most, but still went through too many periods - sometimes over a year - where I hardly exercised at all. It's really hard to pick it up again when you're 50, but really important too. It hardly even matters what kind of exercise you do (cue all the weightlifting bros jumping in to disagree) so much as that you do something.

(2) Buying a house. What a pain. The purchase price is just the beginning. Then you have to factor in property taxes and insurance and constant maintenance that's both a cost and a huge time-suck. The financials would have to be way more positive for it to be worth it, as far as I'm concerned.

(3) Getting involved in a project with crappy code and too many developers constantly making it worse. Life's too short. Even if it's not as directly in your area of interest, or not as outwardly successful, working on good code with an upward quality trajectory is better for overall happiness.

logfromblammo• 10 years ago

I also regret buying a house. Double down on the regret for not selling that house before 2007.

sliverstorm2• 10 years ago

Constant maintenance? What is going wrong with your place? I don't think it's supposed to be like that.

notacoward2• 10 years ago

Nothing's going on with my place that doesn't go on at every place more than a few years old. Some day everyone's going to need a new roof or siding, new furnace or water heater. They're going to deal with pests (mice, ants) and fallen trees/limbs and drainage issues. Even when there's nothing wrong you have to mow lawns, rake leaves, shovel snow, clean gutters, etc. - or pay even more to have someone else do it. In our case the biggest single item was damage from ice dams, just like half of my friends and neighbors. This is all routine stuff, but it sucks up a lot of time and energy.

6DM• 10 years ago

Most things I regret I would later learn were for the best, for that is how I met my wife. I like the area that I live in and can say things leading up to this point were for the better.

There is only one true regret that I have. We weren't sure how the ceremony should go when my grandpa passed. I didn't like that there was confusion about what to do, the whole situation just wasn't going right. I didn't want us to just sit there without any sort of progression.

In the most idiotic move of my entire life, I agree, with the guy managing the place, that we should place the box and toss a little dirt on it. My grandma picked up the box. As she approached the grave, somewhere in the back of my mind I knew this was a bad idea. It was only about 3 steps away so I didn't have much time to think it through.

When I saw her place that box in the grave... I mean she was just crushed. I was about 22 at the time, so I should have known better. As a more mature adult, I cringe thinking about it. Why on earth did I let her do that on her own. I'll never know, but I will always regret that moment in both of our lives.

carsongross• 10 years ago

Not having kids earlier, and more of them.

swipecity• 10 years ago

why is that ? I'm 26 soon 27, I don't have a girlfriend (not looking for one currently), and I'm wondering what would be the ideal age ?

Scottn1• 10 years ago

I can answer this because I too wish I could have had my son sooner. I was scared to death of having kids for all through my 20's and early 30's. I now realize I was just selfish and didn't want the "burden" for lack of a better word, of something that doesn't go away. I now realize how wrong I was.

My wife of 10 years convinced me finally to have a kid when I was 33. I risked, at that point, a failed marriage if not giving her at least one. We agreed to just one kid. Had I'd known how hard it was going to be for us to just conceive of one, I would have agreed to start trying much sooner. It took us 5 years of trying the old fashioned way as well as some basic medical help until we finally agreed to pay the price of a new small car for IVF. The stress it caused my wife for five years of trying was hard to watch. She'd tear up seeing a teenager carrying two kids but we couldn't have one.

My life changed the day my son was born (who is now 6) and I can't put into words how much joy he has brought to me. He is like a mini-me and my best friend. To watch him grow, learn and pass through some early life moments (kindergarten, etc) has choked me up at times.

So the regret is because of not knowing how hard it CAN be to have a kid. And you aren't even in the first phase of it yet in which you have a mate you can devote to. Plus you hear about it all the time but it is so different to be living it, but children are exhausting. You want that to be hitting you in your 20's and 30's at peak energy. I am past 40 now and I feel like a zombie at times and many other area's of my life have suffered. I think back how much easier it would have been just to play soccer with him longer if I was 10 years younger.

swah• 10 years ago

Yeah, I'm 32, and my wife is still having doubts because she wants to finish her studies before... I need babies asap.

arcanus2• 10 years ago

What, if some day or night a demon were to steal after you into your loneliest loneliness and say to you: 'This life as you now live it and have lived it, you will have to live once more and innumerable times more' ... Would you not throw yourself down and gnash your teeth and curse the demon who spoke thus? Or have you once experienced a tremendous moment when you would have answered him: 'You are a god and never have I heard anything more divine.' [Nietzsche, The Gay Science, §341]

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Eternal_return

We all make mistakes, but I am happy with my decisions in life. Even the setbacks were valuable learning experiences, and often were good experiences.

restalis4• 10 years ago

"Even the setbacks were valuable learning experiences, and often were good experiences."

Unless these said setbacks have permanent, unassailable bad consequences that you have to live with. Add here "that others have to live with" which is worse by any normal socio-empathetic judgment. It's good to be optimistic, but there is larger set of contexts you should be aware of.

arcanus2• 10 years ago

I don't disagree,but I'll also caution that you don't know me, and I think it is fair to say I've had some objectively horrible things happen to myself and those I love.

But years later, I do believe that negative experiences are part of the human condition. One certainly should not seek them out, but stoicly accepting both the good and the bad is part of being a mortal.

dorfsmay3• 10 years ago

Not doing.

I have done a lot of mistakes in my life, including being bankrupt, but I learned from most of them. It's the stuff I thought of doing and didn't do that I regret. All those "what if..." now, that I'll never know the answers.

ap222133• 10 years ago

Sex: I regret not having a lot more intimacy and sex during my twenties.

Friendships: I regret not keeping closer ties with my old high school friends. Since then, we've taken very different paths, but I still feel like they're the only ones who ever 'got' me.

Fear: I regret allowing social anxiety and shyness to prevent me from connecting with many interesting people that I've met over the years.

Embarrassment: I regret spending my life trying to be 'productive' and 'socially acceptable' rather than following my heart.

yodsanklai2• 10 years ago

Some of my regrets. - not brushing my teeth when I was a kid (not really my fault though). I'm paying the price now - I was very good at maths when I was an undergraduate. I had to choose between applied maths and CS. I chose CS but I think it gave me lesser career opportunities. And it's easier to learn CS on the side as a hobby (it's constantly evolving so you have to do it anyway). - I didn't pick the right PhD topic. It seemed cool at the time, but it was a niche field with little practical application. - I should have done my MS abroad (but I was afraid that my English wasn't good enough, among other things).

Overall, I didn't really know what was possible at the time. I was only looking at step "N+1" and missing the big picture.

Elvewyn• 10 years ago

Leaving strings class (or orchestra, whatever you wanna call it) after just 2 years. I was pretty good at it, but hated practicing as a teen.

A decade later and I wish I could play an instrument, still.

dasboth• 10 years ago

Came here to post a similar story. Played the piano for many years, hated practising and performing at recitals, eventually stopped complaining it was too much effort. Now I wish I had a solid foundation to build on as I've stared playing again. All that music theory and practising of scales would be really useful now.

Having said that, it's never too late to pick it up again!

dorfsmay3• 10 years ago

Caring too much. Caring for the tedious details, small and big, that I know are important.

This means that regardless of my job description and intentions, I always end up being a sysadmin, spending my life caring for the tedious details that are too boring for the cool kids.

matt101589• 10 years ago

1. Not taking care of my teeth when I was younger.

2. This is probably more substantial: Not finding the right group of people to surround myself with. This is a mixture of not putting in the effort and not being in the right environment (particularly growing up and not really having the choice).

Now I'm starting something to hopefully help me and others find and share interests/passions with like-minded people. Life is too short to spend not fully enjoying the things we do.

usgroup5• 10 years ago

Ah good old teeth. Not really engineered for the 21st century are they? Nothing quite like the first few implants, maybe your first flipper, and some force fed dental education to stoke the fires of regret :)

nish1500• 10 years ago

Not trying to get out sooner. Moving to a different country, and building a life there is a long, arduous, and lonely process, and I'm not even remotely close.

I'm 24 already, and I regret having to spend the best years of my life looking for a home, when people my age are making friends, finding relationships, and building memories.

I regret not having the same starting point.

gunnihinn• 10 years ago

I wouldn't worry about it. 24 is still very young, and many people never make that move. I'm moving to another country for the third time in ten years in a few hours. You'll make friends, build relationships and have a home.

damptowel• 10 years ago

Rigidity of thought when young.

restalis4• 10 years ago

I regret being hard headed in a lot of my decisions. About accepting more mentorship, more critique, more guided challenge, and more help in general, especially when these weren't that expensive in terms of commitment and moral debt. This might be hypocrite because I'm enjoying the various forms of my current frugally retained freedom (and kind of still look down on those with various burdens who acted reckless by my standards back then).

I also regret not taking better care of my health. Although I consider myself a fairly responsible individual in this regard and went to great lengths to avoid health issues on many aspects, I haven't managed to be careful enough and cover the entire ground here. Health issues are costly in a lot of ways, the extra care requirement being the worst for me.

equalarrow• 10 years ago

Hah, this is easy. (This is a stretch of my dumb decisions from 2003-2013)

1. Decided not to work on a company with a good friend. Friend grew the company successfully, isn't involved in the day-to-day anymore, he's worth millions and is trying to think of what he wants to do next. I would have been a co-founder. All this because I didn't think we would work together well, which might have been true, but I'll never know.

2. I walked away from an interview (before interviews became 500% harder by having to know all the latest algos off the top of my head) where a guy told me he wanted to make all their Rails developers millionaires in the next year. I would have learned a lot from these guys because they were building and hyper-growing 'community' sites once every few months. The company sold to Monster.com for $400m a year later.

3. Walked away from another company (a consulting company) where I was one of the top Rails guys - I helped them build their first Rails project (they were mostly a .Net & Java shop before). Super smart and stable team, I was offered a Sr. position and profit sharing. They ended up incubating a few successful Google ventures. My good friend in the company, after a lot of years of making good connections and stockpiling away cash, went on to found a company that Google and other big names backed.

4. I walked away, after a successful contract, from a design company I had worked with on multiple occasions. I had friends there and I was well regarded as a smart developer. They 'only' offered me a Sr. position (I wanted a Dir. of Technology role). A year later, facebook bought the entire company and some of the js devs I worked with went on to create React and Flux...

I spent about a decade working on my own startups with CEO's that either (this affected all 4 of the examples above):

* Didn't understand technology at all

* Were just fuck ups that misused funds and wanted to shoestring years of product development for no reason

* Couldn't decide on how to grow a team to build a sustainable product

Of course, my startups all failed and I never learned or figured out why until lately. I'm probably in the rule of the majority of businesses failing.

So, what have I learned then?

1. Fail before you have a family or even a significant other. Failure and family are a bad mix and you will have less and less time to try to fix things, if you can.

2. Learn from others first. I'm fine with pursuing an idea, but see how others fail and succeed before you step out on your own. You'll be glad you did.

3. If someone promises you they're going to exit or you see some momentum with the team/product, spend a year with them and see what happens. Or even 6 months. Life is short, but a year goes by quickly. If you can get some win out of a year and this allows you up to be more financially 'free', do it! Once you can own your time, then the game completely changes.

4. Be true to yourself about who you really are. Be responsible for your decisions and get organized about your life. Don't float (for too long). Act with purpose and don't forget that discipline coupled with action is the most powerful thing you can be/do in regards to business (I think).

5. Pay yourself first. Just google this and you'll see why it's smart.

intellegacy2• 10 years ago

Why did you walk away from so many good opportunities and instead pursued all the wrong ones? Do you think it's your judgment? Or bad luck?

anexprogrammer3• 10 years ago

Not discovering I had ADHD until 40s, which leads me to

Realising ADHD's part in wrecking a great relationship years ago.

Not launching my last startup 1 year earlier (We'd have probably survived the recession). Also having to let people go - I found that as tough as losing a job!

newdayrising2• 10 years ago

Same here with the ADHD. It's made me more creative... I think, but I can't finish a damn thing.

anexprogrammer3• 10 years ago

Same. There's definitely been some advantages, and I've learned to manage it better. No one knew about it when I was in school. If I'd known from early I'm sure some things could have been easier!

reneherse2• 10 years ago

I struggle with what I sometimes think is ADHD, but I haven't pursued a diagnosis or treatment. How did you discover you had it?

anexprogrammer3• 10 years ago

I spent a lot of my younger years thinking I was forgetful, etc. Ended up with not bad systems to manage - but by chance.

By chance saw a tv programme 9 or 10 years back about kids with ADHD and suddenly understood exactly. I also realised just how crap the media and popular view of it is. Found out that there were an awful lot of other habits and symptoms that can be a part of it and could mentally check off quite a few. Suddenly I wasn't confused about why I did a lot of the things I did, all the way back to early years.

Internet research would probably have had me give up if I hadn't seen the documentary. Half of what I found was "ADHD doesn't exist" or made up junk to sell a book, or a diet or "amphetamines are terrible" as it was the height of the media theme of too many diagnosed or conspiracy to sell Ritalin. Got past that to medical and quality resourses and discover the different degrees of ADHD or even that there's several forms and you don't even have to be hyperactive and bouncing off walls.

Started to understand where my habits failed and why. Started to understand why I couldn't fix a few things most people find laughably easy.

Pushed for diagnosis (took a while), got medication, realised they're not a miracle reprogramming cure. They fix many of the faults in the brain, but don't cure all the bad habits you developed. Been working on better habits since.

Wish I'd had medication and awareness through education, though I got OK results by the luck of being bright. My 20s would have been easier before I started to figure out decent systems to work around my weird. :)

Edit: Sorry didn't realise I'd written that much!

newdayrising2• 10 years ago

Not acknowledging my ADHD until I was 31. I'm 33 and finally understand why my mind completely shuts down when I have multiple tasks, why I run from challenges when pressed hard, why I failed classes multiple times despite understanding the material, why I always thought of myself as lazy and why I would have bouts of depression every time I tried my hardest at accomplishing a task. I've wasted so many years in a state of wonder at other people's lives - going on Facebook, Instagram, Reddit and reading about the great things people have accomplished, daydreaming that I wasn't a lazy bastard. It's also affected my hobbies - reading, writing and playing guitar. I just can't focus on anything for extended periods of time. My songs are disparate parts cobbled together. My writing is a bunch of snippets. If I read I go crazy and can't stop, if I start and get interrupted I never finish.

Avshalom• 10 years ago

Depending on how you count it: between 5-8-12 years lost to depression.

FLUX-YOU• 10 years ago

Not learning how to talk to women romantically

walshemj• 10 years ago

Back in 94 when the web was new not making more use of the v senior guy in BT who I worked with on some early web projects (he was eqvielent to ceo of a FSE 250 company) as a mentor.

jccalhoun• 10 years ago

I don't know that I "regret" anything. I do sometimes wonder what life would have been like if I had made different choices but most of it is just "the grass is always greener on the other side."

I wonder if I should have went into a different career path instead of currently being an adjunct professor. If I would have went in a totally different path I could be making more money now but I don't know if I would be happier.

I wonder what would have happened if I had taken one high school teaching job instead of the one I did take that I hated so much that I quit after one semester. Of course I could have hated that job too and it would have required moving so I would have been much worse off if I wanted to quit it.

I'm also 40+ and single, never married so of course I wonder what would have happened if I had asked out woman X instead of being hung up on woman Y. But then I could be divorced and a parent or something (I don't want kids).

So no real regrets. Things could always be worse on the other side!

Grishnakh10• 10 years ago

I'm also 40+ and single, never married so of course I wonder what would have happened if I had asked out woman X instead of being hung up on woman Y. But then I could be divorced and a parent or something (I don't want kids).

You don't have to not want kids for this to be a big problem. Being divorced with kids is a gigantic PITA, even if you love kids. I have a female friend like this (I tried dating her but she didn't want to be anything more than "just friends"); she really has NO free time. I'm not really sure why she even bothers maintaining an OKC profile; it took me 3 months of exchanging dozens of messages to get her to meet me for a coffee date! She couldn't even stay long there because she had to get back to her parents to pick up her kid. (She wrote back after the date and said we "weren't a match"; I have no idea why and I really don't want to ask her).

Anyway, point is, if you're divorced with kids and have custody, you will have NO free time for anything, including more dating, until the kids are at least 10 years old. That's a really big commitment, and a big risk considering the divorce rates these days.

Worse yet, this woman's kid seems a little autistic and has some really odd behavioral issues. Good luck getting a decent man to want to jump into that situation...

It seems to me that maybe people should be required to take some kind of classes to help identify good relationship partners when they're young, because most of these cases seem to be the result of people picking absolutely awful partners for relationships, and then popping out a kid or two before they finally throw in the towel. This girl (well, woman, she's almost 40 now) had all kinds of horror stories to tell about her sociopathic ex that she had met in college.

Having kids is really a giant commitment and a gigantic risk. It's no wonder educated and professional people aren't bothering with it very much; by the time they get situated well enough in their careers, get their student loans paid off and get financially stable, and then get through the dating process and manage to find someone they really like and are confident they're a solid long-term partner, they're too old biologically to have kids! All the people I see having kids these days are in their early 20s, blue collar or military and not college educated, and they're usually having kids out of wedlock, and not even staying together after the kid is born. I honestly feel really sorry for kids growing up these days.

projectileboy• 10 years ago

I very much regret not working hard in school in order to spend the rest of my life doing something more intellectually stimulating. I also regret not reading more in my 20s and 30s.

I very much do not regret getting married and having kids, and I also do not regret consistently prioritizing my family over the artificial daily panics of software development projects.

Starwatcher2001• 10 years ago

Not coming out as transgender through fear about what other people might think.

Getting involved with religion.

Sticking with comfortable old technologies for too long (VB6) before moving on.

Not cracking procrastination.

ryandrake3• 10 years ago

I regret going back to school mid-career. The amount of money I spent on that, plus the amount I could have been making in industry, both compounded over time, is easily more than the return on going back to school. You really need to shift to a career track with a steeper compensation curve afterwards to make it worthwhile financially. If you graduate and go back to your previous "salary + cost of living increases every year" trajectory, you wasted your money and time.

On the other hand, education is worthwhile for its own sake, but that's only one part of the equation. If you're thinking about going back to school, do the math and probabilities first to ensure it will be worth it.

CM30• 10 years ago

Well, I regret two things. One personal, one slightly less so.

On the personal side, I regret not meeting more people and focusing more on networking at university. Indeed, back when I was studying for my degree, I pretty much did nothing at university other than study the subject and go home.

Unfortunately, I seem to have found out later that university now (compared to the outdated ideas your parents have about it) is more about meeting people who can help you out later in life than it is about getting a piece of paper called a degree.

I feel that if I had known that, I could have potentially got better jobs afterwards (by knowing someone with connections in a larger or more successful company) or found a team to help with founding a startup, website or other venture.

I also regret (as presumably do a lot of other people) not learning to code/program earlier. Because like learning a language, it seems like learning to program is easier at a younger age, when your brain is more flexible.

Either way, because I didn't (beyond HTML, CSS and Javascript), it meant I had to learn an awful lot when I started working as a web developer, and hence found it quite difficult to grasp even some of the simpler aspects of programming (like basic foreach and switch statements).

So yeah, those are my regrets in life. Not learning to code while young and treating university as if the degree mattered more than the networking and connections.

michalstanko• 10 years ago

I regret my constant procrastination.

I regret not getting the best domain names in my country while they were still available back in 1998, which would now provide for a comfortable life.

I regret not being able to persuade my wife to move somewhere to Spanish coast - like Valencia or Alicante. I hate winters so much.

I regret having so many regrets and insecurities and unanswered what-ifs in my head, not being just happy and awesome at all times instead.

rpazyaquian2• 10 years ago

Not having a passion or drive. I've pretty much floated my way through life, and I'm still not happy with what I'm doing. I don't know why, but I'm not...and I don't know what to do to fix it, or if it's even a real, actual problem and I'm not just imagining it.

bshimmin2• 10 years ago

Not maintaining friendships.

I'm sociable and confident and I have never found it hard to make friends, in almost any context. When it comes to actually maintaining those friendships, I am simply awful at it - it often takes me months to reply to messages, and when I do, the platitudinous "We must meet up soon" never even translates to so much as my glancing at a calendar to work out when that "soon" might be.

I sometimes wonder if I would be better at maintaining friendships if initially making them didn't come to me so easily, or whether the kind of people I find it so easy to make friends with are, in fact, simply also people just like me (ie. they are awful at maintaining friendships too). Both seem quite plausible.

vthallam• 10 years ago

Guess I'm not alone who isn't good at this. But i now have realized that you have to very few set of close friends than like 20 acquaintances(i know it sounds obvious) and i never miss an opportunity to meet them no matter how busy i'm with the work.

bshimmin2• 10 years ago

Yes. I think having two or three very close friends whom you see often is vastly preferable to having fifteen or twenty friends you rarely see (the "see often" bit is probably the biggest challenge, especially once you have children).

Conversely, I have found in business that having an endless stream of acquaintances with whom you are on vaguely friendly terms is extremely beneficial.

jdc05895• 10 years ago

honestly? Getting in to software development. I should have been a mechanic, carpenter, machinist, or just sucked it up and spent more time really studying math and gone the engineering/architecture route.

I've known my entire life that I needed to be making tangible physical stuff to be really satisfied, yet somehow I have never made the leap because the money is too good in technology land, and building software seemed like a pretty good compromise. Now I'm bored with software engineering, transitioned in to a corporate information security role to take a break, and feel like I'll never get back to anything I like more cause the money is just too good.

Depressingly, I can see myself slowly moving up to middle/upper management (it's already started a little bit) because once again the money is too good, and falling in to the trap of telling myself "look how cheap you live compared to your income, you can just retire by 50", which probably won't happen anyway. Hell, even if it does, I'll be 50. Not the end of the world, but not as good as doing what you enjoy through your 20s, 30s, and 40s.

tldr: first world problems. As much as people like to make fun of the stereotypical "white guys are either in business or start a brewery" thing, I get it.

strictnein2• 10 years ago

"Now I'm bored with software engineering, transitioned in to a corporate information security role to take a break"
"Depressingly, I can see myself slowly moving up to middle/upper management (it's already started a little bit) because once again the money is too good"

It's like you're writing about a future version of me. I'm now just pondering getting more into infosec.

jdc05895• 10 years ago

tons of demand in the industry. If you can become a solid analyst, reverser, or anything else in the malware research space you will pretty much be all set. Corporate infosec is a little different, I just kind of stumbled in to it.

JoshTriplett• 10 years ago

Depressingly, I can see myself slowly moving up to middle/upper management (it's already started a little bit) because once again the money is too good

If the path upward involves management, and that doesn't appeal to you, consider looking for a company with a better technical job ladder. You can climb the ladder without going into management.

peller2• 10 years ago

Is there a makerspace/hackerspace nearby you?

jdc05895• 10 years ago

Two actually. One mainly for tech stuff, and another for traditional crafts.

Grishnakh10• 10 years ago

Now I'm bored with software engineering, transitioned in to a corporate information security role to take a break

Doesn't this mean that you're dealing with Windows security problems all the time? That sounds like pure hell; I think I'd rather work as a janitor.

jdc05895• 10 years ago

not really, I'm not in the desktop support group. I'll help with implementation of some cool security suites across our whole infrastructure (servers + workstations), but I'm not in a desktop support queue or anything.

Still doing application architecture, cloud architecture/etc... for a couple of our groups as well, which is a nice change sometimes.

Geekette• 10 years ago

Consider combining the best of both worlds by launching a startup based on products from your interest areas (selling them, connecting makers/collectors, streamlining processes for related manufacturers, etc). You can start on the side and quit work to focus fulltime if it grows. Lots of lucrative sub-sectors in design-related physical goods.

You can also take a sabbatical/time off/holiday to refresh your mind, explore ideas, tinker with related hobbies. If you stick to tech, consider taking similar but shorter breaks regularly (e.g. 1-3x yearly).

jdc05895• 10 years ago

thats not bad advice.

For the past year I've (intentionally) not done much/anything tech related for side-projects just to give myself a real break. I've done some stuff on the side, and even made a little cash at it, but its been in totally different areas that I probably can't scale in to a full-time gig.

Maybe it's time to get back on the horse, in a bit of a different way.

strictnein2• 10 years ago

I was going to go to CalPoly for CompSci, but instead went to a local school for emotional/relationship reasons. I ended up staying together and marrying my girlfriend (and now we're 13 years in with two kids), so it's hard to really weigh the options against each other.

EugeneOZ• 10 years ago

I regret I still can't get passport of civilized country because I left university (and don't have degree now). As an immigrant, I have less rights than refugee, despite I'm not going to get any social payments and take workplaces (I'm a freelancer).

J-dawg2• 10 years ago

I just scrolled down this thread and started reading a few of the different regrets. One thing I realised is that a lot of them are contradictory with each other.

e.g. Not marrying that girl vs. Rushing into marriage

Not working harder in school vs. Not playing more sport and socialising more

If you're the type of person who always thinks "what if?" then you're always going to regret something. I'm starting to think that regretting is more a bad habit than anything else.

There's always going to be something to regret, if your mind works that way.

Disclaimer: I am somebody with a lot of regrets and a bad habit of going over and over things in my mind. A habit I am gradually getting rid of!

Balgair• 10 years ago

Yeah, on that, it's called 'Rumination' if you are looking for the google key word to research it more. I've done a bit of research on this, as I ruminate a lot too and it has always affected my sleep. Does anyone have any good tips or sources on how to stop excessive rumination and just fall asleep? The only good things I have found are an exhausting amount of exercise or beer.

J-dawg2• 10 years ago

Yep, I learned about rumination from some therapy I had about a year ago.

I'm very far from being an expert so take what I say with a pinch of salt and see a professional therapist, if you can afford it.

It sounds pointlessly glib, but the answer is to stop thinking. It felt very unsatisfactory for me. I'm naturally a 'thinker' so there was a tendency to think that if my problems are caused by thinking, they can also be solved by thinking. I had to accept that this isn't true.

With practice you can begin to learn to gently redirect your thoughts to something else. Don't rush it, you mind will naturally wander back to rumination. But you can slowly get better at steering your thoughts away from it. It's a skill, a muscle that needs to be exercised.

This is basically what mindfulness is all about, although I didn't have much joy with the guided meditation exercises. I'm going to return to them and try again at some point.

Also, there's nothing wrong with getting there through an exhausting amount of exercise. It helps for me too!

For me, the rumination went hand-in-hand with being self critical. Being kind to yourself is another skill that needs to be practised.

Hope this is helpful in some way.

interlocutor2• 10 years ago

I've had this same problem and have largely solved it. Here's my write-up:

Sleep is underrated. It improves our health, memory, mood, immunity and more. Here are some ways to improve your sleep and get to sleep on time.

BLUE LIGHT

    Flux: This program dims the blue light output from your monitor as the sun sets and brings the blue light back as the sun rises. Blue light is a natural signal of daylight that causes our body to produce less natural melatonin. Melatonin causes drowsiness. Flux can be disabled for color sensitive work. https://justgetflux.com/



    Cell phone apps: There are plenty of cell phone apps which have this same feature. I use Twilight for android. https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.urbandroid.lux&hl=en 



    Sunlight in the morning: Leave your blinds open while you sleep. When the sun rises in the morning it will naturally wake you up early and help establish your sleep cycle. 



    Tape over any unnecessary blinking lights

NOISE

    Less abrupt noises: You'll sleep best if there aren't any abrupt light or noise changes. White noise can help drown out any sounds that would disturb your sleep. You could play a white noise sound from a site like

A Soft Murmur: http://asoftmurmur.com/

RainyMood: http://www.rainymood.com/

You can also use other noises like the "wurr" of a fan.

CONSISTENCY

    Consistency is key to sleep. Humans aren't able to bank sleep well. For example, trying to catch up on sleep missed during the week by sleeping in on Sunday isn't very effective. Even if you can't go to sleep at the same time each night, waking up every day at the same time will quickly put your body on a good sleep schedule and make you fell more rested overall.

SLEEP AIDS

    Melatonin: Melatonin is a hormone naturally produced by the body in response to sundown. Modern artificial lights can disrupt this process. It is sold over the counter and is non-addictive, unlike other sleeping medication. https://sleepfoundation.org/sleep-topics/melatonin-and-sleep                                                                                                                                                                  
    Ear plugs: These are great for dulling noises from inconsiderate family members or roommates while you're trying to sleep. I still can wake up to an alarm even if my earplugs do stay in all night.                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                              
    Read a book: Reading is a great way to spend time before bed to get sleepy and take your mind off of the day's stress.

DISTRACTIONS

    Cell Phone: Cell phones often require a lot of hand movements, uncomfortable head positions, and bright lights. Avoid looking at your cell phone in bed. To make yourself get up at the first alarm in the morning, plug your phone in out of reach of your bed so you have to stand up to turn off the alarm. 



    Computer: Computers are also distracting just like cell phones. Cell phones and computers are so interactive that they can keep your brain busy and stave off drowsiness.

BODY COMFORT

    Heart rate: Avoid strenuous tasks right before bed. To go to sleep you're going to need to let your heart-rate drop to your resting state. 



    Eating: Don't eat right before bed. It may make laying down uncomfortable. 



    Drinking: You want to be hydrated but not so much you'll need to get up for the bathroom in the middle of the night. Put a glass of water on your bedside table so you don't have to stand up if you are thirsty in the middle of the night. If I ever wake up at night I take a sip of water and plunge right back to sleep. This water is good to hydrate first thing in the morning too.

BED

    Launder your sheets frequently: This is easy and makes the bed much more comfortable and hygienic. You spend a lot of time in bed. How many hours would you wear clothing before washing it? Washing pillow cases often helps mitigate acne as well. 



    Use a blanket and a sheet: Too many people don't have sheets on their beds properly. A sheet will help you regulate your temperature by adjusting how much of your body is covered by each thickness of bedding. Tuck that sheet in at the foot end. Tangled sheets can make uncomfortable lumps in the bed. 



    Don't do other activities in your bed: Reserve your bed as a place where you sleep. Do homework, use your computer and do other tasks elsewhere. This way you can condition yourself to associate your bed with sleep so you'll get in the right mindset as soon as you lay down each night.

CLOTHING

    Loose fitting clothing or none at all: don't sleep in jeans, tight bras, etc. Let your skin air out. Let your muscles relax into positions your clothing might normally prevent.

PREPARATION

    Plan ahead: Get yourself ready for bed ~30 minutes before you intend on sleeping by brushing your teeth, changing clothes, and getting some water.

RELAX YOUR MUSCLES

    Stretching before bed relaxes the body and the added flexibility helps to eliminate discomfort. 



    Progressive Muscle Relaxation: Flex and relax each muscle group in order from your head to your toes. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Progressive_muscle_relaxation

CONTROL YOUR MIND

    Sometimes I can't sleep because my mind races with thoughts. This is worse if those thoughts are stressful. I like to write things down so I can forget about them for the night. 



    Tell yourself a story: To distract yourself you can tell yourself a story as you fall asleep. Establish characters with backgrounds, talents, and motives and then send them on an adventure. Pretty soon you'll be exhausted and give up on story as you drift to sleep.

makeset• 10 years ago

Cutting out all sources of caffeine (I had to; developed an allergy) and taking fast-release melatonin have lately made a tremendous difference for me in falling asleep.

vishalzone2002• 10 years ago

regret not learning how to play a musical instrument.

rhodrid• 10 years ago

Ever starting smoking.

kitd• 10 years ago

I used to regret not finishing my degree, but I'm past that now.

I don't have many regrets but one that sticks out is not taking a team leading position when I was about 30. I am now over 50, happily working in a coding env, but I have no real experience of leadership which I feel is an element sorely missing from my professional experience.

But even that is minor. I feel very glad that I don't have the personal regrets that I've seen many others suffer. They are the most potentially damaging I believe.

zodPod• 10 years ago

I was literally just thinking about this. I regret not working harder in school and not taking it more seriously. I was just trying to get through it. Now, as an adult, there's a lot of schooling I wish that I had taken advantage of when I was younger instead of desiring to now as someone struggling to pay all their bills.

artmageddon2• 10 years ago

Personal regrets:

* Fighting with my parents when I was younger by refusing to learn to speak Polish(felt like it was too much homework and for little gain)

* Not recognizing earlier that my mother wasn't going to live past 42 with stage III / IV colon cancer(granted, I was 16 / 17 and I was kept in the dark)

Career regrets:

* Not trying harder in school. I feel like I should be doing a lot better in life than I am.

Not regrets / silver linings:

* Because of the above though, I learned to appreciate how little time we really have in life, and to really appreciate and love those whom we have in our lives, along with appreciating the value of learning, too.

frenchman_in_ny• 10 years ago

I regret spending years trying to make others (parents, siblings, others) around me happy & conform to their ideals / wishes, instead of trying to make myself happy.

I regret following their advice getting married to someone I already knew at the time I didn't fully want to get married to, then having kids because that's what everyone else felt was right for me. And I "regret" meeting other people who I know would make me happier, but not knowing how to get out of my present position, without making a ton of people (incl. little people) unhappy in the process...

(and hopefully I'm not going to regret not having posted this under a throwaway account)

intellegacy2• 10 years ago

I regret listening to naysayers in my 20s. Whatever your dream or ambition may be, there will be people telling you that you will fail when they have no idea whether you will or not. They just want to stop you from trying it seems.

I wish I could have powered through instead of taking their "advice" to heart.

Xophmeister• 10 years ago

So many, many things :(

arvinsim• 10 years ago

Why oh why didn't I take Math/Physics seriously...

But the ones that I regret the most are those were I didn't say how I truly felt to the people that matter that most.

They are the ones, not the rejections or the failures, that gnaws on your soul.

MichaelGG2• 10 years ago

I regret being timid with doctors when my daughter had an issue. I knew something was wrong but didn't want to be obnoxious and insist I knew more than them. I let them delay important scans because it was late Sunday and they convinced me it wasn't a big deal, that'd it be OK, nothing would happen overnight. That was incorrect and she died two days later. It was a minor issue that should have been caught, that I almost certainly would have prevented just by insisting a bit, risking a bit of embarrassment of being a pushy parent.

11 years later and this still destroys me any time it crosses my mind.

usgroup5• 10 years ago

I'm sorry to hear that Michael. So sorry to hear about your loss. Hindsight is so difficult.

I've a similar medical experience and still think about it a lot. "I had it in the back of my mind, why didn't I insist?". I know it is because the hindsight gives me certainty that I did not have at the time but the impulse to regret is sometimes overwhelming.

For what it's worth mate; hang in there.

MichaelGG2• 10 years ago

Because we're taught to revere doctors instead of seeing them as just another professional that makes mistakes. I'm reminded of "the rabbit is running for its life, the fox just for its lunch". Not to suggest doctors don't care, but it's just a fact: they will make mistakes and they have to accept that in order to work effectively.

rayuela• 10 years ago

Oh goddamnit, that was right in the feels. I'm sorry for your loss and I hope you forgive yourself for it one day. Your intentions were well placed and you couldn't have known.

splittingTimes• 10 years ago

Around 30 I started with surfing and dancing LindyHop. I should have done that 10 years earlier. Cannot stress enough how much more both activities added to my overall "outer" experience of life. The vibe, the people you meet and the places you go to are amazing. The social experience of these communities alone is such a positive influence.

The other aspect is more of an "inner" experience. Somehow in dancing and surfing, the connection of your body with your mind through music/nature of waves is, for a lack of a better term, opening up a new world.

Unbeliever69• 10 years ago

Things always appear to happen for a reason in my life. I postponed college to work in an architects office, a job I got during high school. I developed some software for the owner which we began to sell. The secretary embezzled from us and I am let go.

Five years later the boss and I re-unite. At this time I'm going back to college to study computer science. We plan on rebooting the company, but in order to keep my day job I was forced to pursue my Master's Degree. So we part ways again.

I go off and study at The University of Michigan, a school I would have never gotten into had life not gone the way they did. I graduate with a degree in Industrial Design and spend the next decade doing User Experience design. But not very happily. At the age of 45 I have a yolo moment of enlightenment and decide to go back to school to study Computer Science...again. I never really stopped programming and I DID REGRET not pursuing this life-long passion. School is...too easy and I'm not being pushed, so I quit and continued moving forward learning on my own.

One day, I'm driving down the street and I spy the company logo of my former boss on the side of a building, 20+ years since I left him. I walk in the door and the first words out of his mouth was my name, with a question mark attached to the end. I look at the empty desk beside him and think, "That is my desk!" The next day we are business partners in a new venture. Apparently, he had been working from home the last 25 years, doing very well for himself. But the software that we set out to create back in 1988 has always been a ghost that has haunted us both. So he left the comfort of his home, bought a building, renovated it, hired and trained employees, for the SOLE PURPOSE OF TRACKING ME DOWN SO WE COULD FINISH WHAT WE STARTED.

It is so easy to live life with regret. It is so easy to question our choices and cry at our lack of good fortune. I've learned over the years that things happen to me for a reason. All of the choices, both good and bad, brought me to this moment. There were no accidents. I could easily look back at my life and regret MANY things, but I don't.

And even if this new partnership goes awry, there will be a reason for this as well.

DenisM2• 10 years ago

Well, that sounds like a movie script right there.

module00002• 10 years ago

I regret joining the Army instead of the Coast Guard. A lot.

gaius3• 10 years ago

Curious, why?

module00002• 10 years ago

I was the perfect 18 year old target for the recruiters message of "do manly things, be all you can be, army of one, etc...". My job in there was "signal intelligence analyst"(98c), which sounds fine and good, and you might imagine(as I did) that it would lead to a civilian career in the same sector. Nothing was farther from the truth in my experience. The private sector regards "Army intelligence" as an oxymoron/joke, and my only options were a job with the DOD or other government agency.

If I had picked any other branch of service(except the Marines), I wouldn't have had that problem. I also might have found my comrades to be less brawn and more brain if I had joined a branch that was less focused on the combat aspects of war.

Hindsight is 20/20 though, ya know?

XaYdEk• 10 years ago

To go with Lemmy "Regrets are always late and usually pointless" and to go with Frank "... I have a few, but then again too few to mention", except 1. not marrying her.

drewbug01• 10 years ago

It's taken me a long time to get to this point - but I regret going into this industry (I'm an SRE/backend engineer person).

I've found other passions on my journey so far, and I wish I could pursue them full-time. I'm trying. But frankly, it's hard to give up the money if I want to live in a big city and be able to adopt kids and be able to retire comfortably and not freak out when I inevitably have large medical expenses.

It's somewhat depressing.

retro64• 10 years ago

A couple of years ago I was misdiagnosed with lung cancer. It was only a preliminary diagnosis from an x-ray, but after several nodes were circled on my chart with “malignancy suspected” written next to them, I thought I had late stage cancer with weeks to live. What else could it be?

It turned out to be histoplasmosis shotgunned through my lung system, but for about 3 weeks while I underwent further testing, I was preparing to die.

At the time I wished I would have spent more of my life giving to others. I also wished I was more financially prepared; my kids, who would take care of them? I would never see their weddings or even graduation. How would they go to college? And for those of you reading this who really are in that situation, my heart goes out to you. For me it was a nightmare I could wake from, at least for now.

Anyway, after I found out it wasn’t terminal, my perspective on priorities shifted in a major way. One thing in particular was focused on technology. I sat back and realized what a stooge I’ve been over the years. As a developer, one thing I always detested was chasing the latest tech, always trying to decipher the tea leave to make sure I wasn’t out of work in 5 years when the wind changed direction. Feeling not much more than a pawn to large tech companies.

I realized I had so many unexplored areas that I wanted to research that were slipping away, and would always slip away if I didn’t do something about it.

So I did. I now spend my free time diving into areas that I find interesting and have even reached back in time to finish a project that I dared not before. Funny thing is, I’m still learning new things (some a complete waste of time), yet I’m much happier doing it and I’m building a new world around me while discovering new interests at the same time.

pritambaral• 10 years ago

- Not completing my Bachelor's, even if it wasn't a field remotely useful for computer science

- Not going in for professional help with my depression. I thought I could fix it myself, that I should be able to fix it myself, and thus I prolonged it by years. By the time a dear friend sensibly convinced me to go, I thought I had fixed it, but I had constant nightmares, couldn't sleep longer than a few minutes, and had thoroughly misdiagnosed the cause of my depression that would have guaranteed its lifelong power over me.

And then after therapy, after I got well, and fell again. And I didn't go. I regret not seeking help.

AnimalMuppet• 10 years ago

Being too preoccupied with things I wanted to do when my kids were younger.

just-let-go• 10 years ago

I Regret:

1. Accepting what was in front of me at the time, at the cost of my own deeper/real identity, and not just waiting it out. I should have believed more strongly in my core values, including that belief that life is infinite and this birth/lifetime is one amongst many and even if I don't find anyone to share it with in a committed relationship, even then it is worth living and can be shared with other humans in other ways.

2. Associating certain laudable qualities with a minority religious-ethnic group and then assuming all members of that group would have those qualities, totally ignoring the fact that humans are complicated and diverse and different shades of psychopath (even when its is no fault of theirs!).

3. Assuming that my good behavior towards someone's family would be reciprocated towards my family. I arrived at the following equation:

If you don't like A's (say, a man) behavior towards B (a woman), then if you are (say) a man, do NOT behave towards any woman, as B (a woman) behaved with A (a man). Otherwise, you are setting yourself up to be treated by the woman as A (a man) treated B (a woman)! Why would you do this in the first place, you ask? Perhaps, out of a sense of righting a social injustice, perhaps thinking that feminism means that you (a man) has to make-up and pay for your gender's injustice to the other gender by letting the historically exploited gender get away with unfair and atrocious behavior (or specifically, behavior far less equal to yours).

4. Ignoring the big blazing (in retrospect), warning signs in people's behavior and actions that I would (could/should) have heeded if were not thinking with tunnel-vision.

Plenty of things I can go on and on about ....

BUT

Ask me what I don't regret? That's a list for another day (when I feel gratitude!).

hga2• 10 years ago

Not learning early enough in my life that there are people who will shamelessly betray you, even to the point of deliberately and will malice aforethought ruining your life, or possibly getting your killed, just to satisfy their own psychological drives.

The former caused me to largely waste ~40% of my life (so far, the percentage will of course drop as I continue to grow older).

DenisM2• 10 years ago

Wow. Any details you want to share?

hga2• 10 years ago

For it to be that big a fraction of my life it's of course an example of parental betrayal, and as I've seen in and outside of my family, hardly a unique one.

The trick is to realize sooner rather than later that your parents are lying, perhaps including to themselves, and to stop throwing good time after bad (if you're talking about your bachelor's degree, there's a good chance it's more their money and your time).

And if you have siblings, keep in touch with them so you can pass on critical information. As the eldest, I was blindsided, my following sister believed my parents' lies and no doubt thought it was a one off, but then experienced the same thing, allowing my two younger brothers to face the issue with sufficient knowledge to play it the way they wanted to, given the severe constraints.

In the US, at least, the odds are pretty strong your parents will be required to contribute to your undergraduate education; me, I "wasted" most of my primary and secondary schooling (2-12) focusing on becoming a scientist, without knowing that would ever happen, and then another decade trying to somehow make it work.

In the meantime, lots of luck and no small amount of skill, plus the habits of mind developed in pursuing the science track, kept me fed with a roof over my head and helped me shift to a career of software and systems. In that, I suppose I was lucky, none of my siblings have enough STEM talent and all have suffered much more crimped careers, perhaps counting or not my sister who married well and became a full time mother, and still did some of what she trained for prior to college (dancing).

As for the "possibly getting your killed", just realize there are normal seeming people out there who are sufficiently messed up on the inside that the continued well being of the other people in their lives is simply not something they (are capable of) care(ing) about. So take how deeply you make a relationship slowly enough so that you can gauge their character, or lack thereof. In the case of siblings, don't let natural attachments blind you to their faults.

In general, don't trust without having some evidentiary basis to believe in the good will of the other, and never disbelieve your eyes, e.g. if you see someone taking actions that'll destroy or severely damage your company, take immediate action. Now, in the case I'm thinking of here, I wasn't in a position to take decisive action, but if I'd been more aware of what was going on, and not so focused on the Maximum Effort software project I was leading, I would have noticed the general sabotage of an on the surface perfectly nice co-worker in another part of the company.

And taken steps to protect myself and my project and team, and fed useful information upwards to our common boss, who then might not have been blindsided when this guy walked out taking our biggest customer. Losing that customer's project started a set of cascading failures that pretty quickly killed my project, and soon enough the company. And let me emphasize that guy did it more for the hell of it than any cunning Machiavellian plan (e.g. he failed after leaving the company, and his backstabbing of me was totally orthogonal to any of his financial goals, our projects were completely disjoint).

Maybe the bottom line is a great line from my favorite history teacher, "Original Sin is an empirical observation," which the class heartily agreed with. Believe that evil exists before circumstances force you to do so, or force dysfunctional accommodations on you that don't directly acknowledge and allow for it.

samblr• 10 years ago

Good books maketh good humans - I wish I had read few good books in my early 20's.

Frias• 10 years ago

I regret to have regretted too much. Especially the ones i tried to fix.

WheelsAndBlade• 10 years ago

Easy! To have invested too much time in Computer Science.

A bit of context: I'm born physically disabled, my parents fight to make me follow a 'normal' education. When I was 9 I realized that if one day I wanted to have a normal life I should be good at something. Since I was already spending 12 hours a day on my computer (to take my school lessons and to play with my friends) I decided to become a developper. 15 years later I'm triply graduated in computer science, I know a lot of things in nearly all major fields of CS and I have a good position in an important digital security company. I'm recognized by my peers and valuated by my hierarchy. I intensively tried to date for two years. First regular women, but I was massively rejected for obvious reasons. Then, disabled women, but I just can't because there's a too big educational/societal gap. I don't regret all the feelings I had doing CS stuff, even if it was just the illusion of pleasure to learn and master stuff. I only regret to, at one point, have confused my goal and how to reach it. Everything has a price, I was sure I was able to pay it, but now, I know I wasn't able to.

If I had to do a thing differently, I would leave 'normal' school when I was 9, my life would have been a lot easier.

I'm far happier now, I only do things that give me an immediate rewards and I'm here for my friends who have been patient enough to wait for me all these years.

throwaway29292• 10 years ago

Not knowing how to make people laugh at the right moments.

NumberCruncher• 10 years ago

I try to not regret anything in a stoic way and I am quite good at it lately. It is just a waste of time because the past can not be changed.The only thing we can do is learning from our past experiences.

@ OP: If the fate had wanted to work that guy at FB so had he opened that email "by accident".

mikelevins• 10 years ago

Speaking up when I should have kept my mouth shut.

Keeping my mouth shut when I should have spoken up.

Giving in to the wrong impulses.

Failing to act on the right impulses.

Missed opportunities to be kind or helpful or compassionate.

Hurting people.

tehlike• 10 years ago

For me it's starting real life with my first job at age 24 and not before. My parents were typical protective parents - they didn't let me struggle and achieve something on my own. Graduated with honors and went to MIT and so on - but i feel like I am still missing essential skills that would make me reach where I want, and the feeling that I didn't achieve much so far is keeping me awake every night for the past 3 years.

Ask HN: What do you regret in life?

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