Hijacking this to say-- this was beautiful, such an intense and satisfying introspection.
Although, the hopelessness in this: "As for depression, it’s the chasm that exists between. You build your bridge, don’t look down, and pray it never swallows you, because if it does, you’ll fall forever in that bottomless gulf, and die without ever landing."
I know you don't believe it's impossible to climb out of depression... so I guess I wish there had been something at least a little hopeful to round that out.