Ask HN: What do you do when feeling depressed? 10 years ago
Same.
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Same.
I've been in quite the funk as well. None of the usual tricks seem to be working this time.
At this point, I'm just passing time with cigarettes and alcohol telling myself it's just Seasonal Affective Disorder and winter will be over soon.
I know this isn't very helpful, but maybe you can find solace in knowing that you are not alone.