Congratulations on some interesting life experience at a young age.
While working hard has its place, so does focusing on friends and fun at a young age, there's enough time to be a grown up, and most people end up missing their carefree teenage and early-20s years.
My suggestion, buy a backpack, a ticket to south-east Asia, and following the banana pancake trail for a little while. You'll decouple, find friends easy, have fun, relax, and become ready for your next steps.
Best of luck.