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I'm always having problems with "getting hobby". Think I require it for sure but it is not something that easy to get...

Fuck, sounds awful .

The thing I'm considering is quit my jobs, accept playing games and doing nothing for month together with working on my side-project.

Will try doing it. While it could be a problem, I'm leaving in another country so the language is still the problem.

Have the same problem here.

The only thing that motivates me is the EXTREMELY interesting work.

So I'm starting thinking that I don't need the tools to improve my ability to work harder, instead I need the work I want to work harder.

If not - then I should not worry about this.