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Well it is all about how you kill animals. People kill animals for food the ones that they grow for food and other animals which population is threatning ecosystem. But killing out of some retarded tradition is idiotic. Especially endangered spieces
I had exactly the same issue. And i think what got me through was flying more often. It didnt get me completely anxiety free but i kinda sometimes forget about the fear. And also researching and flying only airlines that are considered safe. Its a bit more expensive but to me worth it. And also choosing driving or train when possible. Lots of options just try everything you can, we are all different something will work for you. Or not and you'll be afraif forever ... then use drugs
Just make a whatever tiny commit in your own public github repo. Its just the way interviews work these days,in a sense its like lying on your resume, its there and only 1 out of a 1000 will check it. I get you are pissed at the concept but as i said just work around it.