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... another smart decision:-) The only person to talk about your finances is your accountant. Definitely not public forums on internet

Well, my friend - your earnings had peaked. You are not getting a dollar from was anymore - and now you will be clawing 200ph Max from army of younger guys, ready to work longer hours for half of that rate.

You did foolish mistake - because of ego.

Good luck and try not to stress too much.