throwaway_40

Thank you. I am male. Still lots of work to do, but there's no way I'm going to live this life without even trying.

Alright so I'm using a throwaway account for this as it's kind of personal but I really want to hear the HN community on this one.

I'm 40, I've suffered anxiety distorders and depression and I just never dated. I'd love to, but I just got stuck in this rut where I was kind of happy with my own company and just scared of change in my life in general. 30-40 is in some ways for me a lost decade. I spent lots of time working on my mental illness, had some fun experiences for sure, but just settled into this groove.

Now I'm reading stuff like this and, you know, I feel like I do want kids and I'd be really sad if I never ended up having them. Is it too late? Does anyone who was in my situation have some stories to share?

Really looking for some kind of encouragement I guess.