You'll look back at these comments you're making in 10 years and be embarrassed. Hopefully by then you will have learnt a bit more about being a productive programmer.
The language doesn't matter. Repeat after me...
A good programmer can make good stuff in ANY language. A bad programmer can only make good stuff in their favorite language.
You should stand up, be confident, and realize that it is the programmer that creates awesome software. Not the language.