nightchalk16

http://loki3.com/flex/

I have no experience with SSRIs.

I had a severe depression between 2007-2011. I used N-acetylcysteine and I benefitted a lot from it.

https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC3044191/

Also consider a ketogenic diet. Currently I'm experimenting with it. So far I like it. Prepare for some extreme insomnia in the beginning. This should be getting better after a week. Should not be a problem in your case as you are already spending 22 hours in bed a day.

https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/evolutionary-psychia...

https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/advancing-psychiatry...

I didn't watch the youtube presentation. The subject is about depression. I got good results with acetylcysteine (NAC). https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC3044191/

I used acetylcysteine (NAC). https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC3044191/

I had a very nasty depression. Extreme mood swings. From very low up to neutral and back. (I never had manic episodes) Up and down, up and down... It was maddening. And extreme rumination. I discoverd acetylcysteine by accident. I didn't know it could help with depression. I felt its effects within an hour. I immediately went on the internet and searched for "acetylcysteine and depression". That is how I found above article. The internet is full of articles about the efficacy of NAC in relation to psychiatry. I used it for about 6 months. 3 * 600 mg daily.

https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC3044191/

I have benefited a lot from acetylcysteine.

Probably not what you are looking for, but i like these elementary books:

Mathematics for the curious - Peter Higgins

Mathematics rebooted - Lara Alcock

Mathematics: a very short introduction - Timothy Gowers

The Essence of Mathematics Through Elementary Problems

https://open.umn.edu/opentextbooks/textbooks/the-essence-of-...

Ben Eater Network Tutorial https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XaGXPObx2Gs&list=PLowKtXNTBy...

tcp/ip rfc https://datatracker.ietf.org/doc/html/rfc1180

daryl's ip primer https://www.ipprimer.com/#/

plesk

You should have checked what the meaning is of this word in Dutch...

https://www.amazon.com/dp/1695978552

You should read some books:

The human predicament by David Benatar. https://www.amazon.com/Human-Predicament-Candid-Biggest-Ques...

The conspiracy against the human race by Thomas Ligotti. https://www.amazon.com/Conspiracy-against-Human-Race-Contriv...

There needs to be more attention/regard (I'm not sure which word is correct) for the contexts of suicide. A book that addresses this is The sealed box of suicide. The contexts of self-death by Simon Tatz and Colin Tatz.

https://www.amazon.com/Sealed-Box-Suicide-Contexts-Self-Deat...

https://teachyourselfcs.com/

http://discrete.openmathbooks.org/dmoi3.html

https://www.privacytools.io/

Someone with the power to delete comments realized something unpleasant... how long will it take for this comment to be deleted?

People should remain childless. Remaining childless is the only guaranteed way to prevent suffering. Also have a look at: https://www.amazon.com/Better-Never-Have-Been-Existence/dp/0... and https://www.amazon.com/Conspiracy-against-Human-Race-Contriv...

Swissmicros dm42? https://www.swissmicros.com/dm42.php

I used acetylcysteine. https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC3044191/

This stuff helped very well.

Depression is a biochemical problem in your brain. It needs a biochemical solution. It is impossible to rationalize your way out of a depression. You cannot cure a depression by choosing behaviour.

Thinking about gyroscopes will not enable you to walk a straight line when drunk! Trying to cure a depression by choosing thoughts or behaviour is futile.

Also have a look at Amber O'Hearn: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WhxeVU-vT3Q Her mood disorder went away when she changed her diet.

Not true.

Not mentioning lastnames is only a convention by journalists and the media. Publishing lastnames in the media is not a violation of the law. News website geenstijl.nl regularly publishes full names of suspects or criminals.

The convention already existed before the internet.

Update: I should have read more comments...

Carnivore Diet. https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCaGCraBhCqXkRPGxVKLcs0A/vid...

In the past I used NAC for depression. It helped tremendously. https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC3044191/

Have a look at: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SEE-oU8_NSU

You can give WSL2 a try. It has speed improvements.