Thank you.
I feel that this failure serve as a catalyst for moving on to something I always wanted to do. I am aware that I may be in a state of mind to look for escape. But I have no intention of running away -- unless I am fired early, I will finish and quit.
I have discuss this at length with my wife and family, and it's just a matter of doing it. A stable salary can be very comforting indeed.
The job comes with a lot of stress, more so than other companies I have been with or heard about, so I know this is not what I want moving forward. And I have a clear idea of what I want to do -- something like what you are doing, have a own products and sell them.
I'd be interested to hear from useful advice from you since you seem to have gone through this before and know more than me.