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yeah that was surprising but a lot of people in different fields tend to trust what pamphlets say over what an experienced addict has been through until they realize that the addict and them are a long more similar than they are different. regardless, I got into drugs because I had low self esteem thinking it would “open my mind” enough to jar me out of anxiety. what I did not know is that I was treating the symptoms thinking it would solve the underlying issue of getting my stuff together.

well there is innovation, what was scarce years ago became less scarce through creative thinking, we have not arrived at the end of a thought yet, things evolve and what we call scarce today is not even a tip of the resources the future will see. the more minds we have working on something the more we realize of previous definition of scarcity was just in thought and not in product

Transparency, or a bigger push towards crowd science platforms for open source drugs. Basically people who have in interest in medicines because it’s their passion work together like how the open source community works together. And then people like us find those projects. Idk health is not something we should pick and choose who gets what, that is causing a ton of unease under the surface that is bubbling up. You can only gas something so much before the amount of gas build up faster than released. But hopefully we start by making it illegal for politicians to own stock while in office.

It’s geek ironic, but yeah the trend is kinda thick. It’ll be interesting to see how easy it is compared to other reserve proxies. I am def not a dev op guy but there’s a few things where it feels like I am learning another coding language just to do something that seems like it would be easy to document and get done sooner but, you end up needing a certificate to learn how to use an image buck for instance.

anywho

For those wondering, the nmda receptor which is in charge of motor function seems to have anti-depressant potential. This is what ketamine and other nmda medications activate. And it seems like this novel peptide interacts with that as well in some way.

Not a scientist but have experimented with a ton of compounds trying to relieve feelings of dread brought on by being raised in the lower class of society due to a father who was disabled. And later on rejection from jobs because of lack of education and being forced to work for extremely low wages. Messes up your self respect after awhile.

Anyways,

Drugs won’t solve anything for longer than a few weeks or months, but what nmda drugs I have tried seemed to have the biggest breakthrough from serious depression. So ymmv

i think it would be interesting to translate 98% of any websites to the native speakers tongue (the person viewing the content) but leave the remaining 2% as the original language (of the website author) the reason would be to eventually have everyone understood some key words in each the other's languages, its a wild concept. eventually the internet will have 1 main mashed up universal tongue

ideologies battle, theres a weird russian book on this, its disguised as spiritual knowledge but it talks about trends or movements, old systems directly and indirectly protect the status quo, in order to change systems people have to be influenced in their everyday life, but it cannot be done by force because the old system and its allys will swing back and try to restablish equilibrium. the best idea doesn't always win but the most talked about tends to have the upper hand, until it weakens, then the next system comes along and finally ko's it

pretty sure i matched with a dude on bumble business who was not who he said it was, his job title had AI researcher in there. sometimes his text would be grammatically correct, other times it would be txt spk

meta feta betta? i guess if google can be alphabet, facebook can be meta. i was always under the assumption from everything i have read about business and branding that from a marketing standpoint renaming your brand once established is a fairly bad idea but i guess that has changed?

thats what i would do if i could, i haven't seen my one kid since he was 6 months old due to getting arrested and serving probation. my finances were and still are terrible, i had a terrible alcohol dependency and was hooked on drugs for years. i finally got out of that addiction but i only turned to drugs and alcohol because of undiagnosed depression and add.

i couldn't get out of my funk, i was broke when he was conceived and remained broke because nobody wants to hire someone with a record, so i stayed out of his life in order to hopefully become the father who could one day put him through college. he is 9 now, i still havent seen him and i work all the time, it gets me nowhere, no matter how many self help positive thinking books and actions i take, i am still extremely poor and on the verge of homelessness.

i started to finally catch up, i started a business and it looked like i was gonna finally gonna prove everyone wrong about me, you know, have self respect but the pandemic wiped out my business and delayed the reunification with my son. i not a victim but i don't you know anyone who can give me advice and tell me it's gonna be okay, people see their kids and no matter how hard i try, its like i an pushing a boulder uphill only to have it come rolling back down, each and everyday, i dont watch tv, i dont play games, i dont look at memes all day. i literally work from sun up to sun down and apply for jobs only to have people discredit me based on lack of experience in the field and probably how small my apartment looks on zoom.

side note, i got arrested and thrown in the drunk tank overnight, i was stuck on probation longer because i could not make my payments. and what i got arrested for was punching someone while drunk, so i regret that, tremendously. before that i had no record. but i also lived in one of the worst states when it came to criminal justice. i did ard and my record is clean so i have that going for me at least

thats true, i just kept meeting personal who told me otherwise, they weren't conspiracy theorist either, this was before all that started. i actually dated one nurse for a bit she was super bored at work half the time. not saying thats a bad thing, i just would watch tv, hear one thing and then experience something entirely different but you've been around it and saw something different so i just might have been there during weird times or something idk