Reflection of a Young Entrepreneur 15 years ago
God, this reminds me of me.
I was really smart at school and was used to being able to try hard and get As.
But with girls, I get Cs. And so I don't have relationships because I can't bear getting Cs.
And it's even worse being in tech, because when I have to compete with an office full of guys competing with me for the C, I'm only going to get an E if I'm lucky.
Sometimes the pain is so unbearable it kills all my motivation for days or weeks.
I wish I wasn't in tech. I wish I could be more normal.