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I'm 40 right now and just started my first real career-type job this year. At 39 I was still a co-op student. It's honestly fine. The world is changing and it's way more common for "adult learners" to be part of the co-op, intern, and new hire cohorts. Most of the older ones are admittedly in their 30s, but I knew a guy that was starting over in his 50s and it was fine.

That's not to say getting a career will stop you from having miserable thoughts. I'm not sure why it's the case, but some people are just more miserable than others. I fantasized deeply about blowing my brains out all morning, for example, just because I had double-booked two clients in the morning and didn't know how I was going to handle it--luckily one of them cancelled, so I'll live to see another day.

In other words, a career might not solve all your problems. Many people here have suggested therapy, and though I don't personally believe in therapy as I think it's a way to enforce compliance to an increasingly dysfunctional society, it's probably the right advice for both you and also me.

Therapy aside, I would like to give you advice about how to salvage your resume after more than a decade out of the workforce.

The key to this is community colleges that have work placements. Here in Canada, those are called co-ops and they are a really good deal. If you do everything right, and get all the bursaries available, you'll likely make a small profit on your college career, rather than lose money--but that's in Canada, and it could be different in other countries.

The great thing about co-ops is that they put applicable experience on your resume where you had none before(1). And if you need more, many community colleges also have additional year-long certificates co-ops (in Canada they are called graduate certificates) that can give you even more applicable work experience.

After just two years and 3 co-ops, all my NEETING days had finally disappeared and my resume now looks stacked.

Something that is important, however, is you pick something that actually has jobs. That narrows down your choices quite a bit, and it's mostly going to be IT related, but it could also be trade related, like a line man or even getting your CDL (commercial truck drivers license).

I would even suggest not going into IT, if your battling with your own mind, as it requires a lot of mental fortitude to consider systems and code and humans not doing what you thought they would do--that's a big trigger for the miserable among us, I suspect.

I would actually suggest lineman instead. Think of the freedom and the fresh air and the lack of clients. It's not such a bad future, once you dig into it. And please don't do anything stupid. There's still lots of life to live.

1--It's also a different hiring process than finding a regular job, and it's understood that you don't yet have experience when you talk with potential employers.

Carbon in our souls

I think it might be an allusion to alchemy. Basically, the alchemists believed that ash (what was left after burning something) was the soul of all things...And-- this is where my complete lack of understanding about science shows-- I'm pretty sure Ash has lots of carbon? It's, you know, poetic. Many have claimed that poems are the "language of paradox" so it's okay for it to be a little non-literal. My interpretation of it, though, is that the soul is something impure that you must burn away, or maybe that the soul is polluted by our own words and behavior. It's definitely not meant to be scientifically accurate.

"Ticketmastered" is one heck of a verb! It honestly strikes fear into my heart to think what else might soon be "ticketmastered" in the future. Hopefully it at least affords opportunity to create a counter-resistance that champions "anti-tickemastering" legislation.

taking fixed-window averages and comparing them to one another is effectively useless

Is it really that simple? I'll fully admit that most of my understanding of the stock market is based on intuition and reading books with flashy titles. In other words, I'm far above the moving charalatan average in most aspects of my life, and you also sound like you might actually know what you're talking about based on how definitive your answer is. If you also, for example, back-test a moving average strategy it usually ends up terrible I've noticed--either making almost no money or losing money.

Yet, I really like watching the stock market. It's my favorite hobby in fact. It certainly feels like a death cross is going to be a bad time when it happens, but maybe the truth is more complicated then the cryptic silly lines I gain so much joy from.

You might already know this, but the stock market death-crossed around January and then it went down for a long time after that. But it also doesn't always go down so dramatically every time there is a death cross. I'm not keeping accurate tallies on the whole thing, but it seems like it's often bad when those two lines cross and often good when they cross in the opposite direction--the so-called "golden cross". I did actually put a little money on a stock because it golden-crossed recently and it went way up today, which was pretty exciting news. And I'm also avoiding a lot of stocks because they are about to death-crossed or just have recently on the weekly charts, but you know, I can also understand how the language I'm using might be mistaken for a seance organized by a bunch of teenagers dressed like vampires.

Mostly I listen to smart people like Warran Buffet and buy value stocks with good p/e, price-to-book, lots of equity, less debt, good earnings etc. It would be silly not to listen to the richest man in the world about what kind stocks to buy. Yet, it still feels like there's something else there, even if my little hobby is about as realistic as playing a round of magic the gathering. It's, you know, my little hour of make believe, that I put some money into in order to escape my otherwise mundane and factual existence.

Their methods are many, varied and wackily named. A “death cross” is when a short-term moving average of an asset’s price falls below a long-term moving average.

I think the author is a little overly skeptical here. A moving average is by no means voodoo black magic, it's actually very simple. You take the price over the last x periods, for example 50 days, and find an average. Then you do the same with a different amount of periods, say 200 days, and then you compare that to the price. I think it's reasonable and useful to make inferences based on these three pieces of data. Is the price under the two averages? If yes, then it's likely a little low right now and might go up. Is the price way over the average price? If yes, it could go down. That, to me, is a reasonable analysis of data.

Taking it a little further, if the shorter period average is going down way faster than the longer period average, does that indicate something? Maybe that the price has been going down faster recently compared to the average of the longer period of time. Is that not a useful observation to make? If the short term average is going down so fast that it crosses the long term average, and the price is way above the two, isn't that a useful bit of information to know(that's a death cross). Perhaps you don't want to bet your entire life savings on this information, but it's also an exaggeration to claim that finding averages has no statistical merit.

If you then look into things, you'll find a lot technical indicators are derived from simple statistics and especially averages. Consider the very popular MACD, or Moving Average Convergence Divergence. A lot of people like that one, including myself, and it's made some people at least a little bit of money.

For me technical analysis is like the icing on the top of a very tasty fundamental analysis cake. You don't want a cake that's only icing, but if you do get the icing just right, then you can sell your cake for quite a bit more money.

Yes, I had to move for a job this year and the rent is basically unsustainable. I went from paying $500 a month to paying $1500 a month. After taxes, that's half my pay. I know that it's not exactly all the fault of inflation. The town I was moving from is very poor, whereas this one is a little more well-off, but even two years ago a similar apartment would have been around $800. The real killer is cars, though. I'm driving a 20 year old car and I'm terrified of it not working, because I simply can't afford to buy another car with the way inflation has changed the price of cars. All I can think about is once this car dies, there's no hope. This is my first time having a middle-class $65k IT salary and I feel less wealthy than I was as a starving artist 10 years ago.

I almost told my job that I simply couldn't do it because of housing and suspect we are leading into catastrophic employment shortage. Similar to how the climate is cooled temporarily by short-term weather patterns, I think our society will be temporarily "saved" by the recession, but when the economy starts running back at full there will be regions where you simply can't hire people to do certain jobs and any executives who cut jobs now will actually bankrupt their entire business a few years from now. I resent the situation I'm in every single day and do not feel like the extra work and responsibility is worth the compensation. I dream every day of being laid-off and will gladly walk away from the whole thing once my contract is up. There needs to be incentive to continue and I just don't really see that any longer.

This might be true, and I'll admit that I didn't read the article, but I would add that not everything can be explained by economic efficiency. For example: poems--a really bad use of your time (think of the opportunity cost), drawings from your 6 year daughter--almost worthless on the resale market, a ticket for free hugs--completely unsustainable business model. But you know, sometimes it's good just to be a human, with memories of other humans doing human things. Naps, too, are bad for business, but somehow I never regret taking one.

This must be one of the most awful sentences I've ever read. There is so much stink crammed into so few words, that I'm actually slightly in awe of how terrible it is. There are so many ways its bad that it feels like a rich knot of bad actions that you could unravel for a whole day and never be bored. At the same time, one of the biggest headlines today is about how Zuckerberg thinks WFH is wrong. I'll tell you something: this is is what's wrong. The people involved in whatever this was should be the ones to be fired most of all.

This may be the beginning of the end for what Silicon Valley calls "tech"

There's something about the way you phrased this that just made me just realize there's a very real possibility that the internet could turn into television part two. If you think about the most popular platforms, they are mostly video and now the other very popular ones are trying to follow in kind. There's also all the streaming platforms that are not really thought of as the internet, but work basically the same. It really might be that the internet as we think of it--text based--might be a bit of a niche interest (not that this is necessarily a bad thing).

I agree. I find the name off-putting too, and they have also embossed the product with name in big bold letters. If they like it, more power to them, but I would honestly be hesitant to own this trackball because of the logo on it.

I would say record yourself speaking and then listen back to it. It will take a little bit of time to get over the discomfort of it, but you'll be happy you did once you get used to it. Not only will it improve your ability to speak, but it can also have added therapeutic benefits (not real medical advice :). The reason why this can be helpful is because you notice that, though it might feel like you are stammering while speaking, you are actually more eloquent than you realize. The small pauses are actually not that noticeable and you are already more coherent than you realize.

I hope the people implementing all these policies and technologies are seriously weighing the consequences of their actions. I suspect that they are not.

I would suggest keeping a good relationship with your current employer and network of business contacts. If you do end up losing your job, a recession is a great time to go back to school for additional training or to get more certification. A short college program with a job placement can especially be helpful. At least, that's how I usually handle recessions. I'm trying to sync my training, so that it finishes at about the same time as the economy is improving.

This is a great idea that I had never thought of. Something that might help, if it does actually make a person feel awkward, is to use a numeric code. That way, you could be commercial301@mydomain.com and then 301 could equal Gap, or whatever you want.

You know it's kind of funny, because many former Olympic dream teams have famously fallen short from time to time. The most noteworthy is the American basketball team losing early rounds to smaller countries, but also Canadian Hockey "dream teams" being knocked out of early rounds too. Every so often there are upsets, even if you do have a "dream team".

https://lebronwire.usatoday.com/lists/team-usa-basketball-ev...

Check out The Kybalion, and also Prometheus Rising.

I honestly think there are a lot of people that need some level of human interaction to function properly, and those are likely the people pushing for hybrid or back to office. Keep in mind, also, that not everyone's work from home situation is ideal. If you are already an established professional, and you have more than one room to create an office, then work from home is a dream come true. If you are a new hire, or student intern, sharing an apartment (even a crappy one) and your single bedroom is now your office, then work from home can feel a little like a prison sentence. But yes, likely hybrid work is a ruse, but also I wouldn't be surprised if work from home is also a ruse--imagine a scenario like this: "since your home is your office, we are going to need to monitor you on off hours and we'd also like you to start doing more overtime".

One possible explanation is that he might be experiencing depression. It's probably not the first thing you would think of when you see scattered writing, but since it's an article about how he's unhappy, it could be a reasonable explanation. Unhappiness can definitely interfere with thinking and writing, if it's severe enough. That's just a thought. He also says the idea is "disjointed". Often too, when you are feeling uncertain about your life, it sometimes helps to put down a stream-of-consciousness collection of thoughts to see if anything provides meaning.

From reading this article further, I think this a depressed person trying to make sense of their world and emotions.

There are a lot of things. I'm actually searching out more and more refined pathways to joy each day. One specific thing that has been filling me with joy at the moment is listening to Debussy and then watching videos of art in fast forward. The combo is really something, and it got me through a very painful moment this summer. Before that, my muse was searching out videos of people walking around in tourist attractions (also in fast forward). But so many things bring me joy. Most of all creating music gives me joy, but also listening to music gives me joy. One unexpected source of joy is from the genre of music called "hash noise". It's an acquired taste, but I have a theory that listening to it opens new synapses in my mind. If you look at nature, noise can be found everywhere. Think of how relaxing the sound of waves crashing on the beach sound. That's noise. I could go on though, religion, science, reading about hardware and the occult. I think joy and meaning is, perhaps, shattered into a million pieces and you can find it almost everywhere, even in places that you would never imagine, like reaching your lowest points in life or even on websites that people think are wrong. My new goal is "Praxis", which I might define as the joy of living a very conventional life. This will be new for me, but I suspect it's a necessary step in my own personal journey.

I have a similar freakish ability, but mine has to do with writing. I can basically ~see~ approximately three pages of prose in my mind's eye while writing. It only works under certain conditions, but it feels just like I'm transcribing something rather then doing any kind of deliberate thinking. People are shocked what comes out of me, and even more so when they see how quickly it happens. You would need to see me in person to experience the full effect, but my body does not match my words. Imagine the biggest lumberjack you've ever seen describing the petals of a flower with such high precision that it takes your breath away. That's me. I've started to slowly nurture this talent, because it finally occurred to me that it might be special.

You know what it might be: maybe the person is a niche marketer and is going to pretend to be multiple people to sell their product to the newsletter's audience. That happens all the time. Account 1 will ask for recommendations, then account 2-6, all held by the same person, talks up the spammer's product. Although, I don't know exactly how it would work with a newsletter, I know this is very common when comment spamming.

I personally found Facebook hard to quit, but not entirely impossible. I would compare it to giving up cigarettes: not easy, but I got through it. I am coming to terms with the fact that I have have a very serious and damaging internet addiction, however. Like many serious addictions, there's a lot of shame attached to my real addiction, which is 4chan. 4chan is like being addicted to heroin. Every day is a battle to look away from the train wreck, and so far I haven't been able to overcome this addiction in any meaningful way. What's interesting is that the site doesn't use any of the scandalous techniques that facebook is currently getting heat for, yet it has a grip on me that's basically ruined my life as much as a crack addiction could ruin a person's life. It's so bad that I've spent many years of my life living in very close proximity to hard drug users, because of the poverty my addiction has caused me. So, I guess what I'm getting at is we might have a bigger problem than just facebook, or at least I do.

I wish more people, especially tech CEOs, could understand the incredible sacrifice of time, money, and energy it takes to make an album people actually enjoy. Everything you listen to, unless you are willing to listen to raw demos, is a miracle. I've worked both as a sound engineer and and a software developer. It's orders of magnitude easier to make working software than it is to make a hit record. The way tech companies have abused musicians to get rich is one of the most shameful things to ever happen. Furthermore, I'm sick of these guru edicts about how everyone will need to work that much harder in the "new normal". I got into software to pay the bills, but the way geeks talk about the industry and people I love drives me right up the wall. Have some appreciation--even awe--for the art you enjoy. It requires more effort than you could ever imagine.

I believe Ardour has an open license and Reaper has a proprietary licence. In terms of functionality and ease of use however, I think Reaper is hard to beat.

This might be a widely known secret by now, but here's an example of musician Aphex Twin hiding his face in a spectrogram of one of his songs: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M9xMuPWAZW8

Losing your livelihood can kill you, however. If you are a small business owner, for example, and it's illegal to operate that business, your life is also in danger and your situation deserves empathy. Empathy is not finite resource. We can extend it to all people in bad situations, not just people we prefer.

Yes, for approximately three years. They were some of the happiest, cleanest, and most productive years of my life. I felt happy in the same way I think people felt happy before the technology existed. I eventually came back, because I was worried that I would miss a critical email. I often think about throwing it all away again, but now I'm a programmer so it's not as easy. I was working as a filing clerk when I tried the experiment. It was mostly to save money as I paid back my first degree.

Maybe their AI can whip up something better soon.

Reading about alchemy, especially the concept of transmutation, has inspired my life in numerous ways. I would also suggest reading The Kybalion which, if I recall correctly, is about Gnosticism more than alchemy? Anyway, it has some great general concepts to open up your imagination, plus the prose is beautiful.