Klesio

Thinking about the world and why we are here is exhausting.

I'm happy for everyone who either believe in a god and just accept this as it is or accepted that we just don't know and continue there life's as is.

For me I do struggle with all the implications that we just don't know, life in a rock and fly through an empty universe.

Living in a time we're out imagination is so good (scifi movies) and living in a totally 'boring' world in comparison, makes it even harder.

When thinking through all of this it's even getting more frustrating as I sometimes think we could ourselves make our all life's so much more comfortable by just thinking on the same plane but we don't. We still have wars different worldviews and rules. Homosexual people still get hangt in some countries, obesity is a real issue and cutting female parts is also still a thing.

And I'm already in theory in a very very comfortable position.

And I even hate that. I don't want others to work from mo-sa 10h for my shoes while I don't even wanna work 40h in my well paid job.

Is it?

While my mother sees life as the gift, I don't.

Is there any viewpoint which makes it valid to accept that existence might just not be worth it in every case?

Might we as a society not start talking about it in a way that perhaps lifing as long as possible might just not be the right thing for everyone?

Does it make my life any better or worth having played even more games? Have been drunk over and.over again? Going to bed the 12801th time? Ha ing to stay fit? Seeing another movie?

Yes I get it. The social norms is being alive otherwise our society would not work.

But there could be a society were not necessarily lifing for ever might just not be stigmatized and become more normal.

I'm at the point we're I have the feeling that I starve for new/different stimulation. Perhaps my way of thinking (ADHS) might just not be that compatible with the avg?