Ask HN: How can I raise again?

I have just few years experience in Python.Unfortunately, I got placed in MNC before few months. Previously I was working in start-ups.So, I learned a bit quite nicely there around two years.Now, I don't seem learning anything and neither working any competitive projects now.Even I am trying to push myself up in spare time.It strikes me hard. These time management failures demotivates me highly. I am feeling down.I switched couple of companies in the recent 5 months but still not settled with anything.

From my position what I should follow to pick up my enthusiastic journey of learning and working in nice technologies/tasks?

How can I motivate myself without expecting any external help whenever i am down again?

Please help me with some suggestions